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12th December 2011

2011-12-13T00:57:00.002+08:00

I don't understand. Don't understand why im doing this badly.

I know im not smart, so i gotta put in more effort than others to make up for it. but it used to work. it used to get me acceptable grades, grades that at least met my own personal expectations. But as i grow older, no matter what effort i put in, it doesn't show in my results and definitely is a far cry from whatever expectations i have of myself. Told myself that im gonna make an effort and pull up my GPA this sem. really did. perhaps it's just not enough, or perhaps im just getting dumber. i don't understand, don't understand why.

i used to be capable of so much more.

2011-12-04T00:44:00.002+08:00

Talk about being unfit. im having butt and thigh muscle aches. and after a whole day of dance pracs today im gonna have more muscle ache, esp the flabby arms!

brain's too saturated alr, can't even rmb the waackin choreo taught today.

gonna have an early night today for gala lunch perf tmr morning. kill me needa be at expo at like 0800

anw, i think this bulldog is damn freaking cute! like toooo cute alr! was looking at my tumblr for old photos and stumbled upon this! used to think bulldogs are like the ugliest dogs in the world, but this baby one is really cute!!!! heehee so stumpy and wrinkly!!!! hehhh really sooo cute!!! awwww

2nd December 2011

2011-12-03T04:01:00.003+08:00

Just saw joanne and shiyun's youtube videos and it kinda made me feel like blogging again. so here's my attempt to photoblog like i used to last time!

it's holidays now! exams just ended 3 days ago! feels so surreal that i have nth to do now. okay actually maybe im not as free as i described, needa work on emix website and internship apps this holiday. emix and fission x trainings still dun seem so bad yet cos it's only twice a week (for now) but my sats are really burnt. whole day of prac.

anw, went down to sch for paintapillar meeting today. i was late 10mins but when i reached i had to rot there another 10mins cos the comm themselves were still sorting out stuff. then they briefed us for 5 mins and said we were free to go... erm okay...

anw, met sherrie and june after the meeting for lunch at soho coffee.

went for manicure and watched breaking dawn after that with the girls!

so sad my manicure chipped though. i like my weird nail colours. this time round its pale dirty green.

and i think breaking dawn was nice! i think the make up artist did a great job doing bella's makeup. she looked so scrawny and sunken

trained down to the other end of singapore for ftb bbq at night. nice meeting up with them after soo long again though i think half the org comm wasn't there.

yupps that's bout it for today. long day ahead tmr(later)!

i seriously need to find time to clear up this horrible mess in my room.

in love with pretty winterwear!

22nd November 2011

2011-11-22T14:24:00.001+08:00

kinda sad now. really thought ms exam would go well. it was one subject i kinda thought i din have to worry much abt, and i screwed it up! all my fault.

gonna work harder for my other papers. needa pull up my GPA! =(

16th October 2011

2011-10-16T19:59:00.001+08:00

Jesus: Hello. Did you call me?

Man: Called you? No.... Who is this?

Jesus: This is Jesus. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Man: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

Jesus: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Man: Don’t know. But I can’t find free time. Life has become hectic. It’s rush hour all the time.

Jesus: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Man: I understand. But I still can’t figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

Jesus: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Man: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

Jesus: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Man: why are we then constantly unhappy?

Jesus: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That’s why you are not happy.

Man: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

Jesus: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Man: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.

Jesus: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Man: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

Jesus: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don’t suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Man: You mean to say such experience is useful?

Jesus: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Man: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can’t we be free from problems?

Jesus: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Man: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don’t know where we are heading.

Jesus: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Man: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

Jesus: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Man: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

Jesus: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Man: What surprises you about people?

Jesus: When they suffer they ask, “Why me?" When they prosper, they never ask “Why me” Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Man: Sometimes I ask, who I am, why am I here. I can’t get the answer.

Jesus: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Man: How can I get the best out of life?

Jesus: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Man: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

Jesus: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Man: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the day with a new sense of inspiration.

Jesus: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don’t believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

Man: Thank you so much.

Jesus: You are always welcome. Have a good day my friend.

14th October 2011

2011-10-14T03:51:00.001+08:00

i think cooping myself at home makes me think too much and feel emo.

but im really drained from school and i just need the time to not do anything else but sleep and eat and watch shows at home.

22nd September 2011

2011-09-23T01:16:00.004+08:00

Im feeling so troubled now. Everything's clashing and overlapping in dec and everything needs me to make decisions asap. I dunno wad to do.

Made some decisions but suddenly they don't seem like the right ones anymore.

Dear God, give me wisdom to make the right choices.

5th August 2011

2011-08-06T04:45:00.000+08:00

I just wrote a letter to God. Feeling better already since I let it all out. Bed time now yayy! =)

12th July 2011

2011-07-13T02:11:00.003+08:00

I just updated my organiser.

Looking at my commitments and timetable scares me.

If only I could raise my hands in the air and be so carefree.

20th June 2011

2011-06-21T01:44:00.005+08:00

OH MY. wad have i gotten myself into.

for the next 2 weeks after i come back from church camp...

Monday - Emix dance prac 2 -4.30pm

Tues - FTB Camp

Wed - FTB Camp

Thurs - FTB Camp

Fri - FTB Break Camp at 5ish, Emix dance prac at 9pm, (i can't even go for cell grp?)

Sat - Fission X dance prac 10-1pm, Emix dance prac 3-5pm

Sun - Church, Emix dance prac 7-9pm

OMGGG. somebody kill meeeeeeee

i need to breatheeeee

AHHHHHHHHH

17th June 2011

2011-06-18T00:51:00.002+08:00

This is the first time I'm working in a group that has politics. So many people keep bitching abt each other.

I really dunno how some people can bitch so much about someone, and then act all normal and stuff in front of that person. damn freaking fake and it disgusts me. if you really don't like someone, why hide it? just show it and stop being so hypocritical!

I'm trying my best to stay clear of all this shit going on. Yucks!

13th June 2011

2011-06-13T02:32:00.001+08:00

11th June 2011

2011-06-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

11th June 2011

Im so overwhelmed with emotions now I feel like blogging it all out here before i start packing my luggage for my camp tmr.

Today I had my first dance battle. My first ever real battle with external DJ and external judges. It was really an awesome and fun experience and all this wouldn't have happened without God.

I act pulled out from WAR (dance battle) and only decided to give it another shot one week ago. So essentially, chelsea and I only had less than 1 week to prepare our tags and prac some basic steps out. Without encouragement from seniors I guess we really wouldn't have joined WAR as partners afterall.

We felt that we sucked, esp when everyone else all so zai. Going home one day after sessioning, chels and I asked audrey how to improve. Audrey said sth that struck me. She said sth like this "Be confident, and have faith that you can do it."

Faith. At that moment I realised I was relying alot on my own strength. I had forgotten why I joined dance in the first place, which was to serve God. Many times, I stray away and rely on my own strength and forget about the Holy Spirit's presence in my life.

During cell group yesterday, xinjin shared about overcoming fear. And actually one fear that came to my mind was dance battling. Fear is caused by lies, lies that the devil place in our minds. But with God's help, we are able to overcome all our fears.

Today before each battle, I said a short quick prayer. And I really thank God for that peace in my heart when I went on the battleground. Chels and I far exceeded our expectations and actually went into the next round to compete again. It was really fun and I really learnt alot alot this week.

So awesome! Really thank God for this awesome day and awesome experience! =)

5th June 2011

2011-06-06T02:36:00.002+08:00

5th June 2011

rant rant rant...

Im suddenly feeling very troubled cos ftb stole my whole holidays away. I can't seem to plan any other thing alr, which kinda sucks.

It clashes with so many emix stuff. And then emix clashes with fission x stuff. and then the list of clashes just goes on and on.

12 -16 June - FTB Mock Camp

22 - 25 June - Church Camp

28 - 2 July FTB Run 1

5 - 9 July FTB Run 2

18 - 22 July FTB Run 3

27 - 30 July FTB Run 4

add in pracs for emix, add in pracs for fission x, i seriously dun have anymore free time. =( ahhh i feel so troubled that i have no time to do random stuff.

12th May 2011

2011-05-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

12th May 2011

Okay I figured I'd better blog about my recent Project An trip before everything starts to drift away from my memory.

People have been asking me how's my trip to vietnam and the first sentence i replied was always "The trip was awesome".

I guess I went there without expecting much. It was my first OCSP trip and I really gained alot of out it.

You know we always say how we want to go over to the more laid back countries and help the less fortunate kids. But is that really the case? Do they actually need help, our help? During one of the night briefings someone said sth along this line - we want to help them, but actually, they are the ones happier than us. we are the ones who need help. they lead simple lives yet are happy and contented with what they have. we in 'more fortunate' singapore lead such competitive and stressful lives, always backstabbing each other, putting false fronts, gossiping about what nots, always complaining and ultimately many of us are not happy.

it's just ironic how we wanna help others when we ourselves are the ones who are truly in need of help.

i felt sad when i had to come back to singapore. the lifestyle there is boring because it's so slow i won't deny, but it was simple and carefree. i knew that once i was back in singapore, the crazy life will just resume and time will just fly by with me spending time worrying about things that don't actually matter in the end.

over in vietnam, everyone didn't use the handphone until at night. so during meals, our full attention was always on each other and we talk to each other. this is something we can never get in singapore. i miss that. i hate it when people always text, like hello, stop staring at the machine.

i gained alot but i can't really put what ive gained into words. it's just a really amazing feeling coming back from this vietnam trip because i feel that some of my thinkings have changed and i hope that they stay permanently like that (though i know i would probably just revert back to my old self soon)

Day 1 - the day when almost all of us were mere acquaintances

It was really crazy how I went for this trip with this whole group of people I hardly knew. and this trip's like the longest ive ever been away from singapore. I haven't spoken to almost half of them before and i hardly knew about any of their lives on day one.

But it's really cool how we bonded over these two weeks. I think the leaders did a great job by making us open up and share about our lives to each other. I was really shocked by what everyone shared. On certain nights during the briefings, I actually felt that it was like a cell group because everyone was really open and trusted each other. Wow.

Day 14 - the day we came back as friends

I dunno whether this group of friends will last, cos we're all so different. I guess only time will tell.

I gotta stop taking my family for granted. Stop taking things around me for granted.

3rd May 2011

2011-05-04T00:58:00.002+08:00

Blogging from Vietnam using my itouch.

Wow my ocsp grp just had a sharing session. I nvr thought everyone would share so much about their lives to each other. Stuff that people don't usually talk abt even to their good friends, yet here we are with everyone so open to each other about our lives.

I really thank God for blessing me with a wonderful family! Almost half of my ocsp group lost one of their parents and it just kinda struck me how fortunate I am for still having 2 loving parents and brother in my life.

God I pray that the remaining days will be awesome and somehow all of us in this grp, whom I totally didn't expect to bond much with, will get closer and have so much fun!

Thank you God for the many blessings you have given me.

12th April 2011

2011-04-13T02:22:00.001+08:00

I'M GOING MADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2011-04-12T01:51:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just needed to scream somewhere. can't scream out loud so decided to scream virtually. i just had a panic attack. chill debbie chill, relax for another 8 mins and then start on FA.

you can do it one!!!!! RELAX!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

10th April 2011

2011-04-11T03:37:00.004+08:00

Through You I can do anything
I can do all things
'Cause it's You who gives me strength
Nothing is impossible

Through You blind eyes are open
Strongholds are broken
I am living by faith
Nothing is impossible

I'm not gonna live by what I see
I'm not gonna live by what I feel
Deep down I know that You're here with me
And I know that You can do anything

I believe, I believe
I believe, I believe in you

I was studying stats just now and I suddenly realised my love for maths came back to me. The love for maths that was lost in jc suddenly came back. LOLS.

AHHH FREAK JUST SAW A SILVERFISH ON MY BED. IT WAS WRIGGLING. WHY WAS IT ON MY BED. >=|

ok anw ya, I really pray that I'll do well this sem. last sem my grades sucked. this sem I have a mc module which is gonna pull down my overall grade alr, so I need to do well for my finals!

9th April 2010

2011-04-10T02:05:00.003+08:00

Found in Your hands, fullness of joy
Every fear suddenly wiped away here in Your presence
All of my gains now fade away
Every crown no longer on display, here in Your presence
Heaven is trembling in awe of Your wonders
The kings and their kingdoms are standing amazed

Here in Your presence, we are undone
Here in Your presence, Heaven and Earth become one
Here in Your presence, all things are new
Here in Your presence, everything bows before You

Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way
Wonderful, beautiful, glorious, matchless in every way

Whooo I really thank God for His blessings in my life. This impresario experience was a very enriching one and I learnt alot of stuff and made closer friends. Although this comp made my whole sem very hectic but if given a choice, I would definitely have gone through it again. Awesome! =)

Next up is Fission-X's dance on easter sunday =)

God, let me do things not by my strength but by Your strength.

28th March

2011-03-28T00:20:00.004+08:00

Class with April Rodriguez

I think I've been too busy for too long.

Today i overslept. When I woke up, i just didn't wanna be anywhere else at home. I was suppose to be at three different places at one time and I hate the fact of having to prioritize one over the other two, so i gave up deciding and just stayed at home to nua. I need time to just sit down and not do anything.

Pace of life too crazy for me to catch up.

FTL yest was crazy! so many dope dancers who can hit crazy beats. feel so inspired by these dancers.

gahhh i want this sem to end soon. end this torture soon!

22nd March 2011

2011-03-23T02:11:00.005+08:00

Wow. My mc prof wanted to show us this video on how to present a persuasion speech using stories. But the video couldn't work in class and so he emailed us the link and i just watched it a while ago.

It actually turned out to be part of a church sermon about love. I was like, wow.

This is the video he showed us.

It turned out that I didn't really have to memorize my mc script. It was more of like a say-what-comes-to-my-mind kind of thing.

At first i was grumbling about having to use stories to persuade people about sth in the business context. But it turned out to be better instead. Thank God. =)

For quite some time I've wanted to post this: Random thought.

I think we're always being jealous and blinded to things around us. We always complain why this happens, why we don't have that etc and compare ourselves with others. So many things to grumble about, yet we always take what we have for granted. We don't really treasure things until they're gone.

Even small things like not having any ulcers in your mouth. I'm sure most, if not all, of us will take it for granted. Only when we have ulcers then we'll be thinking "argh if only I didn't have any ulcers in my mouth." Then why didn't you feel thankful for having no ulcers when you really had none then?

i guess we should all reflect and really thank God for all that he's given us. Don't always look on the negative, but rather, look at what you have, and be thankful for it.

When God solves your problems, you have faith in His abilities; when God doesn't solve your problems, He has faith in your abilities.

21st March 2011

2011-03-22T02:44:00.004+08:00

Hi, you won't believe what I'm doing. Im talking to myself using photobooth! HAHAHA have to memorise my script for tmr's presentation and since it's a conversational thing, i decided to record the questions and answer myself LOLS.

Lord, i pray you'll help me with my coming 2 presentations the next 2 days, esp my mc one omggg...

and argh my dad's snoring so loudly! >=|

15th March 2011

2011-03-16T03:34:00.007+08:00

15th March 2011

Hello oh my I've been so busy recently. Im like resting awhile now before starting on somemore project work. It's crazy how much work I have on hand seriously. I never imagined myself being so busy to this extent in my life before.

I even had to go school last sat and sun! And straight away once im home i was busy studying for my test last weekend. Sucks that I gotta keep skipping church. I really don't like skipping but bo bian =(

so many deadlines next week for so many projects. I don't even have time to come out with an idea for my mc indiv speech.

impre finals coming up soon too and pracs are gonna take up more time oh no everything's piling up. sighhh-ai.

oh and im gonna take 4 injections for my ocsp trip this friday. omggggg i pray that it won't be painful. im scared of needles poking me!

sometimes i wonder, what's the point of all this busy-ness? school, work etc. cos ultimately, they're not the reasons why im living on earth. they don't really mean anything. don't mean nothing to me.

10th March 2011

2011-03-10T19:19:00.002+08:00

10th March 2011

My meeting's supposed to start at 7pm. my group has nine people. it's alr 7.20pm and only three ppl are here. oh another one just came in. wads this...

im like looking at photos on tumblr now, waste time leh.

i need to study my FA! ahhh

9th March 2011

2011-03-10T01:23:00.004+08:00

9th March 2011

Oh gosh so many things to do, so little time!

Feel so busy now, major dislike (N)!

debbie the busy bee.

God i pray you'll help me manage my time well and study hard! =(

im so sorry to friends for always saying i can't make it for meet ups suddenly cos really got alot of work! ALOT!

library's gonna be my campsite tmr =(

oh and does anyone know any creepy doll song suitable for dancing?

6th March 2011

2011-03-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

6th March 2011

Argh im so pissed now. My 7 mth old macbook pro just gave me problems again!!!

i was trying to edit a song using garageband and the sound started to sound like as though it's bursting. so i restarted my com and it freaking hanged!

forced shut it and next moment it got stuck at the same apple logo and loading sign and i totally panicked. i was like actually laying my hand on my laptop to pray and thank God it loaded. so im backing up everything now.

DAMMIT my entire mac pro memory got wiped out just less than a mth ago fyi, and i was alr damn sad. rahhh why am i always so suay when it comes to owning electronics?!

3rd March 2011

2011-03-04T01:38:00.003+08:00

the museum - my help comes from the Lord

heard this song from laureen's tweet

3rd March 2011

2011-03-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

3rd March 2011

Omgg just talked to amy and she said she felt an earthquake. 2nd time in 2 days alr. please pray for her in new zealand if you know her alright! pray for her friends and the country as well.

on a side note, i painted my nails green! finally found time to paint cos i always take damn long to paint my nails with light colours.

gonna finish up some proj preparation stuff now.

today has been a super slack day. i did almost nth except eat and sleep LOLS

3rd March 2011

2011-03-03T04:13:00.009+08:00

3rd March 2011

yayy revamped my blog. simplicity does it.

removed all the random clusters of stuff

and im gonna try post a picture with each new update! either a pic i took with friend(s) or a pretty pic i happen to chance upon =)

2nd March 2011

2011-03-03T02:11:00.003+08:00

2nd March 2011

Oh no i think im such a bad friend. I really dunno wad to do when my friends ard me feel sad. Im not good with words/encouragement, it's just not me, not who i am. So when my friends get sad abt certain issues, many times i dunno wad words to say or questions to ask.

When im sad/happy ill show it to ppl ard me explicitly, but i know some friends hide their true emotions. And sometimes when i know they're sad but are appearing otherwise, i dunno wad to do to comfort or help them in any way. Feel so helpless.

Forgive me friends if i sometimes seem ?unfeeling? is that the appropriate word to use?
I just really dunno wad to do/say other than lend a listening ear while sitting there like a block =(

God, i pray for wisdom to know wad to say in these situations.

15th February 2011

2011-02-16T01:16:00.003+08:00

15th February 2011

my twitter used to be somewhere where i could just rant all my blabberish nonsense without caring cos i only followed and allowed close friends to follow me there.

but now, im starting to can't tweet properly anymore. it's turning into another facebook >=(

and recently, all my priorities have been wrong. dance, schoolwork, then God. so wrong.

needa get my priorities set right again.

oh, and happy mugging valentine's day! (at least it applies to me)

6th February 2011

2011-02-06T23:35:00.003+08:00

6th February 2011

I'm dreading the next 2 weeks of lessons.

I don't think I've ever dreaded school this much in my life before. Somehow I just can't find anything to look forward to during lessons. I miss last sem. I had alot more fun seriously and I guess somehow my proj grps were all filled with very fun people. Im not saying this sem my proj mates are not nice, but it's just that somehow it was more fun last sem. maybe becos of the type of module i guess. this sem seriously sucks.

Nooo i don't like this. I don't wanna go through this last phase of school life filled with sadness and dread.

i would probably die without cca i think. for this sem, i think cca's the only fun thing left. gahh

doing idea journal now for creative thinking module. i don't like thinking of inventions. how does thinking of inventions help in my creative thinking? it's just using wadever standard of creativity that i have in my mind to come up with ideas. it doesn't increase my creativity level. zzz ct's such a waste of time and effort seriously.

anw, Happy Chinese New Year everyone! im so sadd cny hols are over. booo! ='(

9th January 2011

2011-01-10T02:35:00.004+08:00

9th January 2011

Thank God for giving me a cca filled with really nice people and friends ard. =)

Im always amazed by how God plans my life. Everything falls into place so nicely. I feel so blessed. =)

Concert's over! Had so much fun the past month! There was a short period when i felt sianz, but alot of other things made up for it and i really enjoyed myself alot alot through this entire process!

I don't wanna go sleep, cos the moment i sleep, it means a new day has started, and the following days to come will all just be overwhelmed wth studying, studying and more studying!

and really thanks sooo sooo much to all the friends who came down to support me and my cca today! =))) really appreciate it and i love the flowers tooo, they're so pretty =)

2010-12-19T00:29:00.002+08:00

GAHHH OK I NEED TO RANT.

(This is based on my own expectations so yupps.)
MY GPA SUCKS. WAA SIANZ my 2 ltb mates GPAs are like freaking 3.86 and 3.60 wth!!!

DAMN SIANZ NOW. I NEEDA DO MUCH BETTER NEXT SEM BOOO =(((

it's so hard to rant cos alot of ppl find grades a sensitive issue then like cannot talk abt it one. zzz PEK CEK PEK CEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

oh anw! today's photoshoot quite fun leh i feel HAHA. can't wait to see the photos! hope i dun look weird O.O LOLS

but wasted that it clashed with lynn's wedding. ah wells.
training tmr again!

12th December 2010

2010-12-12T22:56:00.004+08:00

12th December 2010

HELLO hello.

just erased everything that i typed.
life's boring now. =/ might start updating regularly again. see how... hee =P

and dammit why cbox always kena spam. rahh needa clear the spam msgs again T.T

ohoh i just created formspring HAHA. http://formspring.me/debbiesoh

29th October 2010

2010-10-30T01:49:00.001+08:00

29th October 2010

argh it's so noisy. i just need everyone to shut up and let me settle my own stuff first.

2010-10-27T14:32:00.002+08:00

Hello!

Please go view http://innovationcolosseum.smutwc.org/channel12/index.html!

Needa garner views for this proj!

Last time was the dispenser thing now is Bucketlist. You can visit bucketsocial.com too =)

16th October 2010

2010-10-16T01:31:00.002+08:00

16th October 2010

Hello hello. I am possibly in the busiest of my busiest days of my life.

3 projs going on concurrently. kill me alr!

I have business law presentation next tues, twc presentation next wed morning, ltb execution next wed afternoon OMG.

im dreading the next few days seriously.

i can just narrate my agenda for today and you can kinda roughly get what i mean by busy.

today i have ltb class at 12pm and there's presentation.

so my ltb grp decided to meet at 1030am to round up some presentation stuff.

my twc grp also decided to meet ard 11am+ for a meeting.

3.15pm, i end my ltb class.

my ltb group decided to go buy ltb materials for next week's programme after class at 3.15pm.

my twc group met up again after diff ppl's classes for meeting again at 4pm+.

my biz law grp decided to meet up at abt 3.45pm for meeting.

OMGGGG tell me how to manage rite? it's freaking crazy.

and then ard 7pm i had to leave meeting early cos got cell group.

im so busy busy busy.

can't take it anymore, im gonna sleep alr. =/

10th October 2010

2010-10-11T01:24:00.002+08:00

10th October 2010

argh stupid spam on my tagboards. too lazy to clear them away.

im feeling damn stressed now. the not so long ago A level traumatic feeling is like haunting me now.

my bro's maths exam is tmr and he's freaking out, just like how i felt last time.

his exam tmr kinda decides whether he'll retain or not. i really thank God vj was lenient in letting me scrape through promos seriously.

when i was going through stuff with my bro just now i felt kinda frustrated with myself for not studying harder as i couldn't help him with some chaps cos i myself didn't study well enough for my As. it's like really frustrating to wanna help someone badly but you can't do anything but just sit there and send brain power. sucky feeling. esp since it brings back those horrible memories of A levels which were seriously the darkness periods of my life.

im like feeling super no mood to do my aw assignment now. argh. feeling damn stressed for my bro. guess the only thing i can do now is pray for him.

and now my dad's work also got some prob. argh frustrating. i dun like this. dun like the feeling of seeing my fam members in a bad situation whereby i can't really help much by doing anything.

such a bad and weird way to end 101010. ARGH.

dear God please take all these bad things away. ='(

29th September 2010

2010-09-30T02:55:00.002+08:00

29th September 2010

OH YAYYY im so relieved now that it will be all such a waste to go to sleep now!!! =))))))
I FINALLY FINISHED MY AW ASSIGNMENT 2 AND TMR I HAVE NO LESSONS. WHOO HOOO!!!!!

think tmr i can officially dun do any written work. shall rest.

haha anw, friends sorry if i forget to reply smses and stuff. cos recently very busy then end up very lazy to reply msgs.

life's been SUPER busy!

next week's supposedly mid term break but naaa it won't really be a break also la.

shall upload some pics! oh gosh just when i typed this i realise i haven't uploaded the pics in my cam since dunno when lols.

anw, this is my twc group! haha we had like super formal presentation today!
although it was like only a trial la budden wheeeee quite cool. i needa get a proper blazer soon mann.

Stephanie, Me, Shiya, Robert, Clarence, Jiely and Keng Hwee! =)

Again with our TA this time round! =)

yesterday's twc meeting went abit cranky. haha all of us sot alr.
tuesdays are stay in school for 15 hrs day, and also leave school at 11.30pm day.
haha know wad, we were actually walking ard crossing the road with cup mee last night LOLS.

HAHA skyping in the GSR lols!!! =P

i quite like our twc group! hahaha siao siao one. =)))

Anw... some other pics all quite some time ago le...

At LENAS for jo's and my bdae! =)

=)

=)

Present!!! =)

Present!!! =)

hahaha my pot of lala. =)

and recently went to send rachel off at airport! =(((

RACHEL TAY YOU'LL BE MISSED MANN!!! ='(((
sigh sigh.

sucks another good friend just left. booooo... =(((

Awwwww =(((

presents for her! =)

her present to us! =)

i must say rachel you're damn strong sia! quite a few of us teared then you still can tahan! HAHAHA. =P

ok i upload abit of pics only then become damn sleepy alr. zzz alright good night yo! =)

13th September 2010

2010-09-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

13th September 2010

Yay so happy tmr no biz law class in the morning! means i can sleep late till 3.30pm for as tmr muahahahhaa. that's why im here blogging. see whenever i got extra time ill somehow find an excuse to let myself slack, that's why im always rushing and chionging for last min work. aiyooo bad habit.

anw, think i injured my ankle muscle or sth. went for emix just now then when i jumped and landed on my legs it was like a sharp pain then i waaa sianz. can't even do that step properly zzz.

life's been alright. getting used to the amt of endless work. (not saying that i like it though)

and i realise every week i only have thurs and fri nights to meet my friends for dinner leh!!!! omgggggg. and that's provided if my friends can make it and if i have no cell. jialat! sat and sun usually hard to meet except for my jc classmates. DIE DIE DIE.

my blog's getting kinda boring --> filled with me talking abt my school blah blah.

ah wells...

anw, if anyone knows any soap/shampoo dispenser manufacturer please let me know tyvm. =)

6th September 2010

2010-09-06T01:00:00.004+08:00

6th September 2010

='(

I should have kept my damn mouth shut.

Once again, schoolwork made me realli angsty and im feeling guilty now for being so rude to my mum. rahhhh screw the freaking schoolwork. FREAK.

DEBBIE SOH, stop being so freaking angsty when talking to your rents while ur doing work. damn stupid leh wa lao. WAKE UP UR IDEA.

Academic writing freaking sucks!

3rd September 2010

2010-09-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

3rd September 2010

Hello hello! 1st time blogging using my macbook pro wheeeee...

my mac can be my new best friend alr. bringing it everywhere i go for projs and classes.

short update before i go back to reading my biz law. wad the heck, and it's FRIDAY. so much for the quote 'tgif'. useless one lor, im still worrying and preparing for my next week's lessons. and tmr im still going to school for proj! why am i so busy? why??? WHY???

the workload is alot but i won't deny the fact that i kinda prefer projs over jc schoolwork. jc A levels was seriously the darkest period of my life. now is err... busy busy and more busy but it's still better than last year. just that it's so hard to meet up with friends now. like seriously damn hard. can't even find a day to meet up you know. cos all my free time's kinda taken up by proj. then those free days that im free my friends can't make it cos they have their own work too. BOO. =(((

somemore those who are in ntu and nus are staying in halls which are freaking farrrr... the other end of singapore which i hardly go to!!! sim still ok cos my friends still go home so it's not so far away?

SIGH. if i dun reply/ lag reply on msn it's cos im busy with work so ya...

ok last sun met up with jc classmates to celebrate collin's bdae!

Group pic! =)

Steph! =)

Also met up with fbers!

Group pic! =)

So sad, din get to meet my sec sch friends this week. only denise for lunch on tues if you count that. SIGH. so hard to meet. ah wells, off to prepare some work before i sleep...

zzz...

shdn't be wallowing in self pity but ah wells. *pouts*

oh ya, there's cell grp tmr. so weird on a sat... die haven prepare praise and worship. AHHH KILL ME ALR.

28th August 2010

2010-08-29T02:30:00.003+08:00

28th August 2010

Hello hello!

Today's supposed to be stay home slack/mugging day for me but guess wad, i woke at like 5pm OMGGGG. hahaha hardly did any work. was more of spending time staring at the tv and walking to and fro to my fridge.

I dun wanna keep reading stuff. it's like endless amt of work. how am i suppose to keep this up for 4 years huh. hate it when you feel like ur done, next day you go to school, then once again you are given a whole new set of work again. ok me and my ranst rants rants...

oh my rents are overseas in bintan! was suppose to follow them go and play de budden sianz, too much work so better stay in boring sg and get my stuff done while they enjoy with their friends. =( wanna wakeboard again soon! and i dun like the feeling when my rents are away. =((( boo the house seems much emptier.

but i got the car for the weekend! drove alone for the 1st time last night when i went to pick my bro up. muahaha it's less stress cos can anyhow accelerate and brake cos no need bother whether jerky anot. budden also more stress cos need to look out for cars etc on my own.

tmr act wanted to drive to town to meet friends for lunch budden i scared ill have problem finding a car park to park in and town alot of 1 way streets so ah wells later i get lost then die. think im giving up on the idea of driving myself out to town tmr. maybe only after that i come back then pick my bro up to drive to church. it's gonna be realli rush tmr O.O

ok last thurs met up with steph and estee for lunch! haha i overslept sorry!!! =/
yay love thurs, NO SCHOOL =)))

estee wu, dunno whether you'll see this but, STOP LEAVING EARLY ON OUR OUTINGS!!! she always plan stuff that causes her to leave after meeting us for only 2-3hrs. PIGGIE! anw, photos...

Yay like this pic even though the spoons were covering half my face lols. =)))

then thurs night also went for smu freshmen bash at zouk. the event was alright la.

Me, Ngan and Kelly! =)

Kelly and I! =))) smoky... O.O
and i feel so short beside kelly that night!

ok back to reading my schoolwork again. zzz my life for sem 1 is being tortured by this module called ACADEMIC WRITING. to jc students, pls try get an A for gp so that you can be exempted from this mod if you're aiming smu. IT'S HORRIBLE.

if only it was based on last year's rule whereby B auto exempt also. SIGH. =(

anw, i finally played floorball again last mon for smu training. OMG RUSTY and SUPER UNFIT! whole body ached the next few days. BYE

17th August 2010

2010-08-18T00:15:00.003+08:00

17th August 2010

Hello blog. Day 2 of school has just passed. I dunno what am I supposed to feel.

Some classes have been pretty alright. Some seem to be on the competitive edge.

My business law class today was pretty alright. But analytical skills class was crazy. The particular group of international students were freaking crazy. Omgoodness whenever the prof moved on to the next ques they immediately shouted out the answer damn enthusiastically. thank god that particular class din consist the segment of class participation marks if not ill just die.

i almost burst out laughing halfway cos their over-the-top enthu-ness was damn hilarious.

if you look at it in the optimistic way i guess it's hilarious but i do agree it gets on my nerves sometimes.
if you look at it in the not-so-optimistic way, im freaking screwed why are the people so bloody competitive.

overall so far school brought abt mixed feelings for me. nice to make new friends here and there, i guess?

but sucks to be in a totally alien environment with strangers who are freaking competitive and you seem like you're thrown out into the ocean to survive on ur own. worse still, im starting to feel this new circle of friends are just gonna be hi-bye friends. everywhere you go you're kinda on ur own and the people ard you keep changing each class.

i hate having hi-bye friends, cos seriously, it's very pointless i feel.

at least i still have my old friends to lean back on. i wonder if everyone else feels the same?

gahhhhhhh. hate growing up. i wanna remain a kid who's spoon-fed. BOOOOO. ='(
i hate changes.

13th August 2010

2010-08-13T02:00:00.002+08:00

13th August 2010

Im feeling so guilty now for being so angsty to my father just now.

I always get so frustrated when i needa settle school stuff.

Am I suppose to buy all the related school books now?
Am I suppose to print out all the reading materials the profs asked us to find online?
Why some mods don't have any notes online, so do I need to bring anything for that lesson?
Do I print out the reading materials I managed to find or save them in my laptop and bring the whole laptop to school and work from there?
Do I even bring my laptop to school for the first few lessons?

So many questions in my mind, I feel so confused!

I feel like im being thrown out into the ocean and left to survive on my own. OMG!

SOS!!!

10th August 2010

2010-08-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

10th August 2010

Hello was super annoyed just now with bidding. But ok alr. 1st bidding in smu in my whole life and i made it all the way to window 3. haha wth rite.

Anw, recently i went for 2 camps. Bondue and FTB. both were so-so only. expected the games to be more fun actually ah wells.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YANG!!! =)))

Went to den's house to play wii today with chris and yang. naiy joined us for a short while afterwards. =)

hahaha we concluded that yang can't play the guitar on guitar hero! HAHAHHA =P

den's bro was quite cute. lols. i realise all their siblings all so young except mine. not that im complaining. haha it's good to have siblings who're ard the same age too i guess! just that when we were young it was terror with all the violent fights HAHA.

Massive camwhore! =P
think we camwhore until dun care whether look nice anot alr just go mad HAHA.

Naiy joined us after that for a short while then we passed yang her present! =)

last saturday...

Movie marathon at ck's house on sat night. waaa i slept only 1 hr the whole night. went home and died afterwards lols.

Steph! =)

watched paranormal activitiy and the orphan.
the orphan was nice! paranormal activity was zzzzzz...
actually was supposed to watch another show budden we couldn't decide so end up nvr watch anything le.

hahhaa it was fun movie marathoning with them. and we camwhored with ck's cam's smile feature. HAHAHA it was damn funnie LOLS.

last fri went dempsey with fbers for dinner!
rachel took her dad's car muahaha.

my 1st girl friend with a car to drive us ard!

=) look at the open roof thingy in the car cool aye! =P

at rachel's still being renovated house! look we were at the balcony without any railings hahaha.

yay! it was fun!!! haha jy was like so bu she de to alight from the car. 1st time we actually kinda know where each other stays exactly leh. haha

these few days were all FUN! so sad school's starting. =(

tmr's convocation. wearing all black/white/formal and stuff liddat.
hope it wun be boring. =/

i din realli blog this post properly la. realli brief budden it's still an update.
see you blog! =)

10th August 2010

2010-08-10T22:48:00.005+08:00

10th August 2010

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25th July 2010

2010-07-25T04:06:00.003+08:00

24th July 2010

I can't reblog photos! tumblr's having some problem now rahh. i have to keep refreshing the page in an attempt to get it to load properly.

Anw, just read vege's blog and she was saying abt making many new friends in uni now. But she's worried she can't keep up cos she's no longer able to spend as much time with her closer friends. that problem's kinda scary. im so lazy to restart school life all over again. it's always tiring to gotta start over, esp in a new environment with new people. and now gotta struggle with juggling friendships? wow, like i said, growing up sucks. SIGH. =(

ill blog abt today's happenings another time.

good(morning) night. =)

21st July 2010

2010-07-21T23:59:00.007+08:00

Hello!

teenbaby.tumblr

Finally activated my tumblr account after leaving it stagnant for like half a year. Decided to use it to reblog mainly nice photos I come across, so do visit my other blog/tumblr too. =)

Link is on the top right hand side of my blog.

1 of the photos I came across that is also on my tumblr. So pretty =)

Boy Meets Girl by Evan Taubenfeld

This MV's so cool. So diff from normal MVs. Colours are so pretty as well.

Like his song The Best Years Of Our Lives too.

And and and!

I shall put up videos of Quest Crew on America's Best Dance Crew Season 3.

Their final week's performances and they won btw. hee =)
They're damn cool okay like seriously. My fav dance crew!

That's why I was so upset I missed them at the big groove. =(

YOU HAVE TO ADMIT THEY'RE GOOD SERIOUSLY. =)
just watching their performance in the 1st video i posted is making me go all crazy again! =P

Ok enough abt random stuff.

Life's been normal. More stay-home days!

Work at BABW today... Think im quiting soon alr.
But it's indeed nice to have little kids smile and wave goodbye to you.
Actually hor, I think this job definitely influenced me to like children more. LOLS.

Schools starting. BOOOOO. I realised that this week is my last week without any school activities. argh.

Oh! I baked cookies on mon! So happy they turned out fine. =)

FTB: 30th - 1st Aug
BONDUE: 3rd - 5th Aug
(camps)

that's all. BYE. =)

11th July 2010

2010-07-12T02:10:00.003+08:00

11th July 2010

Im feeling so upset now cos I missed quest crew's performance at the big groove today. =(((

I wanna see dtrix and ryan! =(((

HAHA im crazy omgoodness. dear god please let me bump into them somehow before they fly off!

9th July 2010

2010-07-09T23:59:00.005+08:00

Hello!

My dear friend lebbillie just asked me to blog. Then only after I blog will she blog as well. LOLS.

Damn sad, LEBBILLIE LAU'S GONNA FLY OFF TO AUSSIE NEXT TUES NIGHT! SADDDD =(((

Pig, you better rmb go on skype and online more often and REPLY ME hor. Damn sianz lor everytime dao me on msn. ='( poor me. [everytime talking to HO YANGCHENG on msn hor someone =P]

Sianz first amy zao then now lebbillie zao-ing as well... ZZZZZZ... double sianz!!! =(((
='(((

Friend, you'll definitely be missed! =(((

Gonna miss doing retarded things with you like standing on toilet bowls. =((( *pouts*

='(
[i like this photo even though i chopped my own head off]

COME BACK SOON! ='(

Sianz. rachel and linwei are also gonna go overseas study. ZZZ... sianz ttm. Even laureen and joel and going overseas for their school stuff. RAHHH why so many people leaving. and all ard the same time?! =(((

Sigh... Alright shall blog abt today!

Realli appreciate my mum for taking leave to accompany me for my medical check up! =)

Medical check up was quite alright. I din like seeing the doctor though cos it was weird... O.O
And and i realise i just took an x-ray last year cos of the weird bump on my chestbone! Gosh the interval so near. ah wells. alot of cells just died again haha.

Afterwards...
Went picnic-ing at sentosa with fbers today! =)))

I somehow realli like this picture hee =) self timers

Our mini picnic. haha everyone chipped in by bringing abit.

Monopoly dealing!

Jiayun, May, Rachel, Josephine, Shiya =)

We attempted to volleyball but FAIL. HAHA.
And may was damn busy running between her OG outing and our picnic. End up we joined her OG in captain's ball.

Gosh we're super unfit can! Just running ard abit today alr like macham wanna die. So lazy to move now. Could feel our muscles getting tired very easily just now.

Can't imagine next sat's floorball game. I guarantee that we'll all be panting like mad after playing for 1 min HAHA. confirm plus chop!

Afterwards went for cell grp! I felt that cell today was quite good even though I reached late. Felt kinda bad for screwing up praise and worship though. =/

And yea here I am blogging now.

Random pics...

Dinnered with them at food-for-thought yesterday! =)
Yang had bad cramps so couldn't join us =(

Chris! =)

Fail multiple jump shots at barrage quite some while ago...
Picnic at barrage =)

Haha dslr rocks. the pic's so clear =)

Retarded friends! =P this was quite a while ago le.
haha can't believe we're alr 19 this year. HAHAHA.

ok that's all for now! =)

23rd June 2010

2010-06-24T03:21:00.003+08:00

23rd June 2010

Hello! Just back from church camp. It was good! =)
Definitely felt God's presence and the camp definitely drew me closer to God.

Life has been busy. Busy going out. Busy driving. Busy meeting friends. Busy working. I personally have been so caught up with everything else. So busy with everything else that I haven't spent much time with God. Like all my priorities in life have been so wrong.

Came back home just now and started getting busy again with all the uni application stuff that I became so frustrated and annoyed. In the midst of all that frustration, a song played on the tv that went

"When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence; Until you come and sit awhile with me".

The words were actually written on the screen as well. It wasn't exactly a christian song, but it definitely reminded me of God once again and the lyrics from a worship song "Seeking first the Kingdom of my Lord" came to my mind. Suddenly, all that frustration just disappeared. Literally instantly.

It dawned on me that it's realli so easy to once again get caught up with the things of the world once we're back to our usual lifestyle after the camp. I don't wanna revert back to my normal life of neglecting God. I realli pray that Ill continually place God as top priority in my life and hopefully everyone else who came back from the camp won't once again just plunge back into their old routined lives but instead bring what we all gained during the camp back to Singapore again.

Living For Your Glory
What good is it to gain the whole world
But lose your soul
What good is it to make a sweet sound
But remain proud
In view of God's mercy, I offer my All

Take my life, let it be everything, all of me
Here I am, use me for Your glory
In everything I say and do, let my life honour You
Here I am living for Your glory

The road I'm on that leads nowhere without You
And the life I live that finds meaning and surrender
In view of God's mercy, I offer my all

Seeking first the Kingdom
Seeking first the Kingdom
Of my Lord

=)

took super little photos this time round at church camp. record breaking no. of photos with my cam. only 69! HAHAHA.

At fullhouse for lunch! =)

the decos were realli pretty but it was such a waste to have to gobble down wdv food we could b4 flying off out of the restaurant in 15 mins. =(

Roommates! =)

Went for suntec BABW gathering the day b4 church camp.

At Adelina's house for bbq at night.

Alright shall go sleep.
Btw, I think I have finally learnt the art of appreciating/watching soccer now. haha
GOODNIGHT! =)

15th June 2010

2010-06-16T01:45:00.005+08:00

15th June 2010

[ERASED.]

8th June 2010

2010-06-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

8th June 2010

Hello!

Haha you won't believe wad I just did.
Hand exercises and some squats! LOLS.

Decided to force myself to at least do some work out b4 i get all flabby.
HAHA don't like flabby arms cos they look so disgusting.

Manns. 2 times my running plan failed cos i kept oversleeping. at least i finally managed to force myself to work out abit at home! =)

Im such a blur poke! I actually went to work at the wrong time yesterday.
Was suppose to start work only at 4pm budden i went at 10am. ZZZ...
So end up just worked like 12 hrs from 10am to 10pm. O.O
But work was ok la. Just that business was bad. =/

Ohoh look!

BUBBLE BATH! =P
heehee so cute rite! while i was unstuffing them at work yest! waha! =)
so sad suntec's babw is shifting. new outlet will be at serangoon's new NEX mall.

Another cute photo in australia!
Patrick and spongebob! =))) they're both actually looking into the camera leh!
I LOVE PATRICK!!! HAHAHA.

I was actually on the right hand side before posing for the photo.
Wanted to rush beside patrick where rachel's standing at, once the person was ready to take the photo for us. But when i was rushing there halfway, I realise spongebob was looking at me then i felt damn bad to ignore it to rush to patrick. HAHA end up just stood in the middle then rachel and jiayun came into the photo le. MANNS! hahahaha.
PATRICK!!!! =( HAHAHA. i shall aim to stand beside another patrick mascot the next time i see one!

Today had late lunch out.
Church camp's next week! So fast!
Hope it's fun since there're actually youth events this time round. Whee... =)

4th June 2010

2010-06-05T01:40:00.002+08:00

4th June 2010

Weird event of the day:

A couple asked me to SEW the dog's 4 feets to its shoes at Build-A-Bear today so that their daughter can't pull the doggie's shoes out.

HMM... work sometimes is interesting.

HAHA.

3rd June 2010

2010-06-04T02:13:00.003+08:00

3rd June 2010

Hello!

Had a sudden urge to blog so here I am.

My recent posts have all been rants and complaints but this is wad happens when one gets too much free time I think. Mental madness sets in. HAHA.

Life now's kind of aimless and mundane.
Like it yet dislike it at the same time.

Im not saying I want school to start. Just that prolonged holidays are getting quite mentally exhausting as well.

Even usage of the computer is getting really boring. Like wad's there to do other than camping on fb, checking my blog once in a while, visit twitter for friends' updates and watching shows on youtube. Seriously, IM BORED. Rahhh... Even working has no aim other than to sell a certain target of bear skins for the day. T.T

Wonder how do tai tais survive? 6 mths and im alr bored. wad abt them?! can't believe people actually aspire to be tai tais. OH GOSH. i think ill probably suffer from some mental breakdown if i live their lifestyles. O.O

Let's start this over again.

Debbie is turning into an old granny who likes to rant/complain on her blog.

IM BORED. SOS.
='(

Australia trip!
Awesome beach view!
Me, Jiayun, Shiya and Rachel! =)

Thailand trip!
Shopping madness!
My Paps, Muffy, Me and Lebbillie! =)
My bro was stuck in singapore battling with common tests though. =/

So many ppl actually thought lebbillie and i were sisters. HAHA.

MINE. ALL MINE. =P
shopping in thailand's platinum fashion mall is madness!
lebbillie bought even more stuff than me HAHA.

ok off to continue watching this korean show called 'Personal Taste'.
BYE. =)

30th May 2010

2010-05-31T01:16:00.005+08:00

30th May 2010

Hello. Realised i haven't blogged in realli long. Been realli lazy.

Im feeling quite sleepy now but i just can't seem to get my butt moving to my bed.
and i found a realli nice song on youtube budden it's someone's own privately composed song which kinda means i can't get my hands on it. argh.

Feeling kinda weird now actually. Dunno why also that's why decided to rant here again.

Australia trip was fun with rachel shiya and jiayun! =)
Love visiting the different theme parks and sitting those rides to just yell and scream!
1st time on my own overseas with friends too and it was realli awesome!!!
Loved the beach. Camwhoring. Eating. Shopping. =)

Thailand trip was great with my rents and lebbillie too! =)
ALOT of shopping!!! shall post the pic of the stuff i bought up soon.
I love the ride on the tuk tuk! it was realli fun esp when the driver almost went against the flow of traffic (or at least that's what we thought he was abt to do).
bought loads of stuff!

Just saw some photos on fb abt uni camps. sucks. i dun like starting a new life in a new school. gotta go through all that meeting of new ppl etc again which i realli dun look forward to cos it's tiring to make new friends and be moved out of my comfort zone. and i gotta start looking at all the matriculation process blah blah like real soon. rahhh...

if only i could sleep play and eat my life away w/o all these things to think abt.
i think 6 mths w/o school has severely dulled my brain.

i think i need an electric shock to jolt my brain back to it's active state. RAHH...

and damn, close friends are leaving for overseas uni soon! ='(
*POUTS*

3rd May 2010

2010-05-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

3rd May 2010

Was just reading the floorball blog. Suddenly felt so AHH for the juniors. Realli hope they get double champs this year! Reading wad mr loke, current and ex captains wrote on the blog is like bringing back all those memories of last year's tournament. GO VJFB!

Somehow I thank God that for the past 2 weeks, that my work slots allocated to me totally nvr clash with the matches so I could go down to support. i hope it stays this way. =)

Anw, worked freaking 12 hrs today. OMG. both at suntec and united square branch. stuffed super lot of bears. =) whee...

Im looking forward to australia trip. Plus thailand. Actually it's more of the shopping that im looking forward to in thailand. HAHA. =P

BYE. shall let my tired brain stone for now. it's feeling sleepy. =/

28th April 2010

2010-04-28T23:59:00.002+08:00

28th April 2010

Hello hello!

Worked today at BABW. Gosh i screwed up sth today while doing cashiering. Thank God it got settled in the end though! Like realli thank God for answering my prayers! =)))

Yang and Den dropped by today too! HAHA i got a shock! and so qiao both of them popped down on the same day somemore! =)

Hope Den's gum heals real fast!

Anw, after work was on my way home then my mum called me to go meet her. Wanted to settle some bank stuff then end up bank close liao so just went shopping with her. WA super long nvr shop with my mum le. Reminds me of last time when I was still so young then always shop with her. My mum bought me a jacket. =) I guess i can bring it to Aussie next month too! =)

Came home and STUDIED. I hope ill be prepared by sat for my SAT. think my brain starting to work more normally now. anw, i realise my english standard is realli horrible. wrong like damn lot la. hope i dun fail my SAT critical reading. GOODNESS.

ohoh rachel told me recently that the reason why we suddenly drop alot of hair is cos we were stressed for a period of time previously and now we're no longer stressed. HAHA. damn. no wonder hair drop so much recently! so i guess studying again now help?

Anw...
overdue pics of shiya's bdae on mon.

Group photos! =)))

Rachel and Josephine. =)

Shiya, Jiayun and May. =)

Birthday girl. =)

Tmr's gonna be a busy day again.
Can't wait to drive! I love driving! =) So fun. Haha. Just that i get abit freaked out at junctions. Don't like the right turns.

Good night! =)

26th April 2010

2010-04-26T23:59:00.006+08:00

26th April 2010

[WORDY POST.]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIYA! =)

Boredom of studying drove me to blog here. Realise my blog's been the place I kinda come to rant/vent my frustrations recently.

Studied on and off for my SATs. Longest period of studying was half an hr before I decide to roll over to my com again. T.T was just tweeting just now saying it's hard to get back momentum to study suddenly. Esp during this time when everyone's having fun.

And dunno why I started playing the emo songs in my playlist. Think it was cos during dinner just now 'Your Call' played over the sound system then it kinda made me miss those old songs I always listened to. Secondhand serenade was one of them. =) Nowadays all the new songs have become more techno in a way... Just like GAGA and her mad satanic songs. Still love the older genre of songs. Can't the bands compose that genre again and stop changing? =(

Today's been a good day! =)

Met rachel early afternoon to get the present. WAAA it was like brisk shopping at like practically everywhere. From somerset to dhoby and fly all the way back to cck. HAHAHA. 190 bus driver was MAD also! drive so fast until I almost flew off my chair like literally! Siao la! Motion sickness halfway... ZZZ.

Watched VJ vs YJ fb match today! So happy the guys won! =) Hope VJFB will get double champs this year! =)))

The match brought back so many memories. And times when we were all training hard as a big VJFB family. Nostalgia.

Celebrated Shiya's bdae with the girls afterwards. =) Hope shiya enjoyed herself!

I love the patrick lollipop thingy rachel gave me. SO FAT AND CUTE. heehee i like patrick! HAHA. so dumb and retarded. LOLS. everyone has one cos rachel bought it for us from taiwan! thanks yo! =)

I miss school minus studying. The thought of having to grow up makes me feel sick. Just thinking of having to work the rest of my whole life makes me feel realli sad. =( like no aim in the working life. and i guess the working environment as most ppl say will suck la cos of politics and stuff. adulthood is gross.

reminds me of another old song titled 'Time Stands Still'. It only it could realli happen.

Shall change the song on my playlist b4 I enter emo mode.

I give up studying today alr. Sleepy. Goodnight blog. Will upload pics when I get them from shiya.

i realise alot of ppl's bdaes are approaching! =)

looking forward to church camp in malaysia!
australia trip with rachel, shiya and jiayun!
thailand trip with fam and lebbillie!
YAY!
hope thailand's riot will STOP soon... bahh...

21st April 2010

2010-04-21T22:27:00.003+08:00

21st April 2010

[EDITED]

Found back my blogging mood after visiting yang and den's tumblr.
I have an urge to move to tumblr as well. And i think im gonna change my blogskin. waha. maybe tmr la. =)

Deleted my previous post. Don't like keeping those unpleasant stuff. Besides, they're just rants that I feel on the spur of the moment. DELETE. haha.

~~I've been rather lazy to blog recently. =/~~

Work today at BABW was alright. Was sniffing throughout the whole time cos the temp was FREEZING and i was meddling with cotton the whole day. GOSH my nose. hope ill be alright tmr.

and IM DEAD. haven't studied for my SAT!!! it's next sat. but so weird to start studying now! everyone's having HOLIDAYS!!! why can't smu hurry reply me?! then i'll know whether i realli need my SAT anot. rahh...

Manns... wanted to upload pics. Budden it's taking so long to upload. shall stop here. haha i THINK ill update soon. Bye! =)

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17th March 2010

2010-03-18T02:38:00.003+08:00

17th March 2010

Decided to update before this place rots.

These few days ive been feeling rather tired.
Everyday gotta travel to several places in a day and settling uni app stuff just realli makes me feel so tired.

Just erased one chunk of rants bout my results. MOVE ON.

OHOH i drove today. Muahaha.
Mirror signal BLINDSPOT turn! =)
checking blindspots are troublesome.

Additional cell group for xinjin today was realli good! =)
Dance class stretching made my legs super wobbly. O.O

Know wad, I have no idea wad to blog now. Im seldom stuck. Weird.

Build-A-Bear Work and dance tmr! =)
my first time working 3 days in a week!
(2 days BAB and 1 day Cruise!) BYE!

9th March 2010

2010-03-09T23:09:00.005+08:00

9th March 2010

Im like half asleep now.

Shall just update bout today.
Realli lazy to update bout previous weeks.

Morning was a mad rush cos my printer/photocopier spoilt.
Went to photo shop to get my ic and bank book photocopied before work. But realised I left my ic in my scanner. T.T
Had to cab home to get my ic before going down to photo shop again.
Thank God I left house early though so phew not late for training.

Went for Build-A-Bear Workshop training in the morning with Chris.
Ill be working at suntec branch as a bear builder! Can come visit me. =) im not working everyday though!
It was kinda fun. Got to stuff my own teddy bear and dress him up today! Hee. =)

After training we met up with naiy and yang to go sentosa. Naiy's friends tagged along too.
Surprisingly I din get sunburn. I normally get it every single time.

Frisbee-ed though I can't throw the frisbee properly.

[Omgoodness i just fell asleep in front of my com and just woke up.]
Damn irritated with my bro. Keep whacking his freaking hockey stick and the ball against my wall. You know when you're like damn tired and there's this insistent knocking on ur wall. RAH.

Anw, yupps we camwhored too. =)

Chris. =)

Yang and Naiy. =)

=)

Hee my friends. I like the photo I took. =)

Chris again. =)

Naiy. =)

Yang. =)

Frisbee made us all super tired realli quickly. UNFIT!!!

Then met denise for dinner at night. =)
Phad thai for dinner.

Full grp photo. =)

Im somemore going running tmr with lebbillie and yc i think. 1st time i go run at stadium at my own free time with friends. OMGOODNESS.

Driving ftt lessons at night tmr as well.

Anw just realised sth, suddenly after results day, the no. of visits to my blog shot up by like alot. O.O wonder why...

5th March 2010

2010-03-06T02:58:00.004+08:00

5th March 2010

Got back my A lvl results today. It's like freaking screwed up.
Not a single A. Shit sia. Effing screwed.
No offense to anyone budden I just feel that i myself freaking screwed up in my own opinion.

Serve me right for slacking too much then realli couldn't catch up in time. DUMBO.

Thank God i got over getting bad results pretty fast though!

Still thank God for the results nonetheless! =) I know He has a purpose for giving me this set of results.

Realli thank God for encouraging friends ard me too! Realli appreciate it even though they kinda all swarmed in ard the same time asking me bout my results. HAHA! Thanks though! Really appreciate all the encouragements and concern through smses and emails! =)))

Thank God for my family too! My dad actually immediately went to research bout all the cut off grades for 2009 and info for each uni course and printed them out after I called him. My mum, uncle and aunt also helped me find out bout courses through people they know sia. I was like WOA.

Also thank God for nice teachers! =)

rachel says (2:25 AM):
you have nice ppl around you (:

Haha when rachel told me that sentence on msn just now, I was totally thinking YEA! Realli touched and happy to have nice people around me manns =)))

Thanks to those who prayed for me too. =)

im motivated to study damn hard in uni now. Like seriously. Feel like i've just wasted 2 years of my life playing in jc. sheesh!

(will update properly abt recent happenings soon)

1st March 2010

2010-03-01T02:50:00.004+08:00

1st March 2010

FREAK.
i fell asleep just now before 8pm after dinner. woke up at 2am and it's 2.50am now.
DIE. slept like 6 hrs alr! how to continue sleeping???
=OOO
i normally sleep at 3plus am somemore. omgoodness weird ttm. =(

wad to do now leh? O.O

24th Febuary 2010

2010-02-24T23:59:00.007+08:00

24th February 2010

[Warning: LONG & WORDY POST.]
[EDITED]

Hello blog!

Felt like posting this email my senior forwarded to me last year ard A level period which realli encouraged me alot.
Had been wanting to put it up for quite some time but I guess laziness kinda stopped me from doing so cos I had to go find the email. =/

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Malachi 3:3 says: 'He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.'

This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God .
One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study.
That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining Silver.

As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities.

The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says: ' He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver.'

She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time.

The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. If the silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed.

The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, 'How do you know when the silver is fully refined?'

He smiled at her and answered, ' Oh, that's easy -- when I see my image in it.'

If today you are feeling the heat of the fire, remember that God has his eye on you and will keep watching you until He sees His image in you.

This very moment, someone needs to know that God is watching over them.
And, whatever they're going through, they'll be a better person in the end.

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Woke up at 5pm again today. =/
Wasted the whole day away by rotting at home. LOLS.

Was super tired but had fun yesterday! =)

Had my 1st driving lesson! =)))
Can't believe I actually drove a car! =O

Car stalled like dunno how many times though! there was this period of time when the car in front of me moved realli slowly ard the bends then i had to keep braking and my car just stalled. =((( so sad.
AND at one time my car stalled consecutively 3 times also. HAHAHHA.

it felt good to change gear and signal left and right though! =)
the wiper was quite fun to play with also. WAHAHAHA.

im like a total noob feeling so happy after the 1st lesson. LOLS.
hopefully the stalling will stop by next lesson! =) HOPEFULLY. if not i die. O.O

Chris also had her 1st lesson yesterday. Whee it was fun! =)))
Can't wait to pass BTT tmr then we can drive on road. =)

Then went out with her after that. Wanted to get her shirt budden it was out of stock.
Went orchard central for late lunch after that at quiznos.

Camwhored! =)))
Super long din camwhore with chris le!

Chris and I! =)

like finally. =)
we used to camwhore like mad la! it's been so long! =)

Walked round and chatted after that before splitting for dinner.

Met up with some floorballers for dinner at marche. =)

At marche! =)
Shiya, Rachel, Jo and Jiayun! =)

I got a shock when I visited the toilet. The auto door scared me. O.O

Hee toilet pic! =)
Talked abit. Jiayun's family has realli interesting stories hahaha!

Overall it was a good day! =)

Backtrack...
Just erased one whole chunk of words.
shall blog only bout those days with photos that i currently have. =)

Met lebbillie and yangcheng for movie first on monday.
Watched The Wolfman.

(Freak i wanted to find a movie poster to put here but i scared myself. so not posting the scary poster photo up alr.)

The show's SCARY.
wa lao i got shocked at 1 part and spilled popcorn on lebbillie's seat la!
2nd time was accidental though! haha paiseh lebbillie! =P

You know shows normally you'll know which parts are scary and can like mentally prepare for it rite? But 'the wolfman' has scary parts which just scares you suddenly out of the blue. that explains the popcorn. HAHA. paiseh!

MRT reflection. lols.

Met up with laureen and cherie afterwards before heading for airport to send amy off.
Photos all with laureen and amy. Haven't gotten from them yet.

Sianz amy flew off to nz alr. again. =(
this time for freaking nine months! =(((
sucks.
at least no tears this time round. haha.

skyped with her this evening. her room looks bigger now and she has a bigger bed too! haha.
AMY CHING you better go online more often!!! =(((

i seriously dun look forward to more ppl leaving. argh.
freaking hate growing up. =(

on sunday xinjin randomly said this, "Teenagers these days, THEY..."
I just stunned for a moment.
teenagers = they!!! ahhhh. make us sound so old cos we're no longer teens. wa piang. =(((
i insist im still eighTEEN though! still a TEEN! =(

and i can't rmb was it jy who said yesterday that next time it'll be weird for us to camwhore cos we're getting old. ARGH. sucks sucks sucks. =(((
if only we could stop growing...

i can't realli think of any good points about growing up actually. O.O
not a single good point! =(

Chris and I! =)
Collected our pay last thursday and went shopping (again). haha!
$$$ =)

Movied with lebbillie and amy last wednesday! =)
We hardly go out with only the 3 of us i realised! haha.

Watched Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief.
Lazy to source for movie poster.
Show was alright. I expected it to be better though cos the trailer was realli good.
But overall it was still alright ba.

Ate at a jap place after that.

Lebbillie! =)

Amy! =)

And! Jitterbugs had dance lesson that day. POLE DANCING.
we could actually see through the 'walls' (if you actually consider them as walls though they din serve their purpose) and people were having pole dancing classes in there. =O
we were like O.O!!! made the whole place look kinda sleazy to us instantly but ah wells. =/

Last tuesday was CNY visitation at yangcheng's house, followed by joel's, then lebbillie's, mine, xinjin's and lastly amy's.

This year no ex YS cell visitation. so sad. past few years we always had YS visitation. I miss ex YS cell manns. =( lebbillie and i were saying maybe next year we plan or sth. haha.

Anw, yangcheng's house had a dog.
DAMN FUNNIE. =P i was scared initially budden ok after that cos the dog doesn't jump.
but lebbillie and amy's reactions were realli funnie! HAHAHA. you shd see lebbillie's photo. the dog's face was EPIC! decided not to post it here cos lebbillie will kill me. HAHA.

Me and Bibi! =)

Group photo =)

Lebbillie and I. =)

With amy. =)

CNY visitations b4 that were with relatives. It was normal ba. Same as past years I would say.

k that's bout all...

Found this randomly.

Aww so cute. =)))
Patrick's so brainless yet cute! =P

goodnite =)

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23rd February 2010

2010-02-23T01:22:00.003+08:00

23rd February 2010

My mum suddenly nagged at me for not thinking abt wad i wanna do in uni.
~~Supposedly 5th March~~. Shit.
These few days friends have been reminding me that it's approaching.

Im realli worried actually. Super scared. Please pray for me!
Haven't felt so scared in a long time.
I realli pray that I can at least qualify for sth that i like doing. =(

And, I think im getting dumber. Effects of not utilising my brain.
Im not even sure whether my grammer is correct sometimes. O.O
AHH!

13th February 2010

2010-02-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

13th February 2010

Just typed one lot of crap abt not liking cny and erased it cos it's toooo wordy.

I just dun like cny.
Generally, I dun like chinese traditional stuff. Not all, but generally la.

Past week has generally been shopping with christie and amy ba.
Was hunting for cny clothes.
Oh ya! Suppose to shop with chris on tues budden we both overslept. I broke my record. I actually woke up at 5PM. O.O

I SCRUBBED MY FLOOR YESTERDAY! =)
Spent the whole afternoon scrubbing and scrubbing.
My room tiles look realli white and clean now. =) so happie even though my hands are abit sore. =)))
i concluded ironing is less tiring than scrubbing actually. O.O

Went for cell outing yesterday.
Celebrated josh heng's bdae too.

Happy Birthday CL/ ex ACL/ OGL!

Bdae boy with his presents! This photo don't have the boxers that we gave him though. LOLS.

Cell group for that day. Super sad bettina and josh wee couldn't make it last min. =(
manns. cell grp that day was quite small. =/
but nonetheless this is still a nice photo. the lighting's so pretty. =)

Met up with classmates for lunch today! HAHA the guys are botak!

Group photo at nydc! =)

Girls! =)))

4 Botaks + 2 with Hair. HAHA! =P
the guys are starting to look alike!

Oh ya, we're thinking of making class shirt! haha.

ok that's bout all. BYE.

12th February 2010

2010-02-12T03:11:00.000+08:00

12th February 2010

WHOO. edited my blogskin main-picture design in conjuction with cny. =)
sorry to ty cos i can't find a recent full grp pic with everyone inside. =/

and YES! i finally bought my cny clothes with chris today after shopping for so many freaking days. =)))

7th February 2010

2010-02-07T23:06:00.004+08:00

7th February 2010

YAY im happy today!
Cos i bought a new pair of shoes! not exactly with cny in mind but simply cos i like it! =)

hee shoes fetish! nowadays there're so many pretty pretty shoes! =)
gosh i have so many shoes at home now. O.O the rack's piling up. =)))
materialism... =/

i seriously need to get my cny dresses. =(
looking on the bright side, at least i have the whole week to go look for them unlike many ppl.
(you're suppose to be jealous) =P

6th February 2010 - Saturday
Grandma's house at night! FINALLY i get to go grandma house again after such a long time.
Though i was bored but at least i was still present there la. =)

7th February 2010 - Sunday
Combine service today!
Service was alright. But the counting of the money part, i personally felt it was kinda weird. O.O

went for some meeting before going to town with amy and laureen.
ice-creamed before walking ard.
wheeee that's when i bought my shoes. laureen also bought amy a pair as belated present.

left early to go for my father's bdae dinner celebration.

My paps and muffy! =)
that's wad my bro and i call my rents la. haha!

yupps that's bout all.
surprised i blogged again within 2 days? HAHA. just had the urge to do so.

anw, sianz ttm. i dun like the feeling when friends start to contemplate abt going overseas to study!!!

hate growing up. this sucks! RAHHHH... i wanna remain as a teenager. TEEN. ='(

[EDITED]
I just read a friend's blog. I'm feeling kinda sad now. =(
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5th February 2010

2010-02-05T22:31:00.004+08:00

5th February 2010

Hello!

Random shoutout:
Ever chanced upon a scenario when ur supposedly close girl-friend takes damn freaking long to reply ur sms budden they can reply their guy-friends so much faster. Makes me think to myself, WTH?

Anw, caught movies recently! =)
Been kinda slow regarding movies.

The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus!
It's a not bad show. Caught the show with amy. =) Worth watching I think! Budden i kinda got confused sometimes. Like confused abt whether the scenario is actually in the real or imaginery world. O.O
But overall not bad! =)

Hachiko: A Dog's Story!
Caught the show with rachel, shiya and jiayun. =) The story's super touching! I cried. I love the dog. And this movie is based on a true story.

The owner owned the dog for ard 2 years (if my maths din fail) before he suddenly had stroke and passed away. And for the next 10 years, the dog actually still went back everyday to the same train station to wait for his master to come home before it finally died. just typing this is making me sad. =( i realli love that dog. =(((

The doggie they used in the movie. so cute rite! =))) heehee.=P

Anw, life so far has been slack for me.
Current status: Unemployed.
Need job job job! =(

Im officially broke.
Im addicted to watching shows excessively.
And i need to buy my cny clothes omgoodness. ARGH. =/

Ok shall just blog abt some stuff which i have photos of that happened recently.
I'll summarise wad i wanna say... if not ah i no need sleep le after blogging this post.

Chris and I at shopping at haji! haha we both 'wear' specs! =P

Dinnering at T.G.I.Friday with chris and naiy! =)
Nice place sadly no aircon. Haha!
The food place's name is cool! =) T.G.I.Friday!
Finally caught up with naiy. =)

Group photo at Cruise job! =)))
shiya, amy and chris! =)
It was supposedly amy's last day of work b4 she goes back to new zealand. =(
thanks amy for intro-ing us the job! =)
and we keep getting random comments on fb for this pic. O.O

Cycling with fbers! Cycled from ecp to flyer. =)
I like the 1st photo. So cool! =) Self timers rock. =P
Anw, sorry to jiayun cos we decided to leave early so she couldn't join us in the end. =/
I GOT SUNBURNED. =((( skin's peeling...

Lebbillie playing with joel's iphone camera functions.
Went out with lebbillie, amy, xinjin and joel after service that day. =)
sorry not posting the other pics here. too many le la... =/
haha end up we din buy the present we were suppose to get afterall. LOLS.

Dinner at marina! =)
Last class dinner before most of the guys shave their heads for army.
LOLS next time class dinner only left 3 of us girls with hair on our heads! HAHAHA.
Have fun in army yo ck, collin, edward and esmond! =P (though ur would've enlisted by the time i post this)

Baked Red Velvet Cupcakes tgt with chris at her house! =)
they were suppose to be red la. budden we added too much cocoa powder so it became brown. =(
ah well, at least they still look ok as brown! =))) hee.

Movied with amy and went shopping for awhile! =)
Mandarin gallery is damn freaking high-end gosh! but they have nice seats! =P

After movie-ing, dinnered tgt with rachel, shiya, jiayun and jo! =)
so happy we're still meeting up often even though it's the holidays alr! =)

ok that's bout all for now...
I realise kelly and vege, we din take photo tgt when we met up! =((( next time alright! =)))

k off i go to watch my shows. goodnight blog! =)

23rd January 2010

2010-01-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

23rd January 2010

Hello world! =)

Firstly, I wanna say, I FINALLY GOT MY ADOBE PHOTOSHOP WORKING!!! =)
Super duper happy!!! =)
Realli thank God!!! =))) *BIG GRINS*

Secondly, im currently hooked to xiaozhu's song 'WOW'.
though it alr came out in elva's album before a few mths back, i din realli bother bout it till i heard in xiaozhu's album. woo! =)

Ok short update bout today.

Slept for 3.5hrs last night.
Worked at cruise centre today.
Ship was azamara.
SIANZ... kena directionals again. and today cos so little passengers i was like stoning for like damn long... =( almost fell asleep!
i wanna get back my previous job. hopefully next call will be a different ship!
worked for like 9 hrs today. WA damn shagged.
Fell asleep on mrt immediately once i got a seat while on my way to pasir ris.

Went for floorball gathering!
BBQ at pasir ris park!
This week's organised by the juniors.
Last week was for floorball 08.

Juniors gave us realli nice stuff! I realli like it alot! =)

Front! =)

Back! =)

So nice aye? I don't have any photos with me yet so ah wells, maybe blog the photos another time.
The camwhore part was crazy. Harilyn took super lot of unglam shots for us! HAHA.
Nice eating tgt with the girls. =)

Realli appreciate wad the juniors did for us! =)))

Hmm since im blogging bout floorball i shall just post pics bout floorball 08 gathering also ba.
It was held at rachel's house.
Alot of ppl went. =)

Met rachel and jo earlier to bake lemon cake and tiramisu.
lemon cake was O.O (speechless) haha!
tiramisu was nice! =) im gonna get the recipe from jo soon! =)

Anw, sorry to yangcheng for not being able to go for his bdae celebration on that day! Paiseh paiseh! =/

Full group photo! =)))
Floorball 08! =)))
This team made jc life so much more fun! =)))

Random shot. Fav pic of that day! haha. =P

Lols this post like revolving ard floorball. HAHA.
ah wells.

Ok got church tmr! Shall zao liao. Nite nite blog! =)

23rd January 2010

2010-01-23T03:21:00.002+08:00

23rd January 2010

Random Feeling:
I NEED A JOB!!!

so stressful when you start seeing ppl all going for 5-day-a-week kinda jobs.
maybe i shdn't be so picky anymore bout not wanting to work everyday. =(

14th January 2010

2010-01-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

14th January 2010

HELLO.
just got my hands on rainie yang's new songs! =)
shall get luo zhi xiang's one tmr! =)

finally got new chinese songs. it's been awhile since i last listened to new chinese songs.

today went to work!
same job again! =)

i discovered sth!
when talking to china ppl, somehow we'll auto tend to speak in their slang.
and when talking to eurasians, somehow ur english will slang abit too.
i guess it's just normal. even though the exposure to the different slangs are just a realli short period of time budden it alr has its effects. haha.

last 5 mins of work today was WOA. hahaha massive grps of ppl boarding the ship. O.O

so paiseh chris, amy, shiya and elliot gotta wait for me again. =/
anw, the girls we went shopping awhile after work budden no one bought anything. haha.

and yesterday...

13th January 2010 - Wednesday

woke up quite early to go buy racket with my bro.
kena scam. zzz...
then went home to sleep again.

Met rachel, shiya and jiayun for badminton!
haha 1st time playing at a booked court.
all of us were late except rachel. LOLS.

tsh always brings back memories of season time.

At tsh! AHH...

then went to dinner at this jap place.
nice place and deco!
super nice for camwhoring! =P

At our eating tables. the deco so cool rite? =)
there were like dozens of photoframes and several mirrors used as decos. =)

My favourite photo of the day! =)))
the background's so pretty. =)
we look like we're in japan! =P

=)

sleepover's cancelled. manns budden at least there's still gathering this sat ba. =)

i have decided to watch 娱乐百分百 more often now! haha.
laughed like mad watching the 11th jan ep. gosh la.
k off to watch shows alr. see you! =)

12th January 2010

2010-01-12T23:59:00.005+08:00

12th January 2010

Hello hello!

shall chop chop post then go watch my shows. *BIG GRINS*

went for fb training again today with rachel, may, sarah and jasmine. =)
butt cramp.
felt like puking maybe cos drank too much water.
good workout on the whole. =)
my stamina now damn bad. =(

omgoodness im gonna play badminton tmr.
1st time ever going to play with friends. LOLS.

ok anw some overdue photos...

last week met kelly for lunch.
i only got 1 photo. so sad. =( haven't gotten the rest from her.

Kelly! =)

meet up again soon yea! =)
hurry send me the photos!!! =)

last week also celebrated amy's bdae.

Girls! =)
laureen, lebbillie, amy and xinjin! =)

patrick's so retarded!!!! heehee! =)

Camwhoring at suntec roof garden. lols!
joel, lebbillie, amy, xinjin and yangcheng! =)

haha we were posing the alphabets A.M.Y.

hope amy enjoyed herself that day! =)

kk backtrack...

8th January 2010 - Friday

suppose to meet chris for shopping de.
but as usual we BOTH overslept.
suppose to meet 12pm. chris slept till 2pm+ and me 3pm+ HAHA.

so ya lor.
no cell grp that day.
met amy earlier to go walk ard at raffles city before going to church for prayer service.
so weird now.
new cells are always meeting for meals and sitting tgt. good thing. but queer and rather unusual. haha.

yupps then lebbeus fetch us back after service. thanks! =) though i doubt he comes here. haha.

9th January 2010 - Saturday

Worked at cruise centre.
YAY. =)))
job for the day was to collect passports. =)))
had like alot of documents to check like arrival pass, visa etc and alot of rearranging of the documents. but nice job! =) better than just standing and smiling.

i was so freaking near the royal caribbean cruiser. was at the linkway! the cruise was like maybe 5-10m behind me or sth.
know if i wanted to go toilet, nearest one was inside the cruise?!

job scope for the day = cool ttm! =)

had temp pass to go through the checkpoint to the linkway. whoo.
hope i get to do it again next time round. =)

paiseh to chris, amy and shiya for waiting for me.
walked ard after that with amy and chris until steph came.
thanks chris for accompanying me! =)

Celebrated CK's bdae with classmates at glass house's fish&co! =)

Haha ck was made to stand on the chair!
(brings back memories of jo and i at ion. oh gosh)
haha damn funnie cos he actually DANCED. HAHA.

L.O.L.

i like this photo i took. =)
it sucks to be the one bringing camera cos end up you gotta take the photos. lols! ah wells. =(

almost every table there had a bdae person. manns. it's like uncool.

Outside glass house's fish&co.

Steph and Estee! =)

Did a collage using picasa. it's so much easier with picasa. lols!
everyone took a photo with ck.

hope ck enjoyed the bdae celebration! =)

10th January 2010 - Sunday

combine service.

CET commenced.
crashed a diff cet class.

went out with lebbillie and joel after that.
went shoe shopping! =)
i bought my flat shoe finally.
feet wun die as much liao. =)

bought my new 2010 organiser! whee love it. =)

recorded some singing thingy at joel's house.
LOLS.

Joel and Lebbillie! =)

thanks joel for fetching us back after that too! =)

11th January 2010 - Monday

FINALLY chris and i signed up for driving!
postpone until damn late. ah wells.
wheee can't wait to do hands on. =)))
hope i wun end up a road hogger. =P

haha dinnered then went shopping with chris after that.
she bought her heels while i bought a skirt! =)
forgot to take photos. LOLS.
we super long nvr take tgt le. manns. =(

ok that's all for now.
tired. dunno whether i shd still watch show. hmm...
bye!

7th January 2010

2010-01-07T23:59:00.003+08:00

7th January 2010

Hello hello! =)

Decided I better blog before I start forgetting abt wad happened the past few days. Haha.

Suppose to meet rachel earlier to go find job at airport budden overslept.
LOLS. cmi sia.
keep sleeping and sleeping like a pig. O.O
woke up at 2.15pm today. HAHA.

Went back for floorball training with rachel and jiayun today! =)))
no photos for today though!
WHOO. so long nvr train liao.

quite happy i din feel weird holding the stick budden my memory abt court stuff definitely needs a refresher course.

ahh felt so good doing the court drills. =)))
my shots today were damn off.

for physical training aspect:

did 200 jumping jacks today
and 100 guy push ups
3 or 4 sets of leg raise

haha i cheated for the push ups and leg raise la. =P
advantages of being the alumni. =)
arms almost broke for push ups. so many mths nvr train liao!
last time this was like kinda normal. zzz UNFIT!!!

dinnered with rachel and jiayun and yupps here i am blogging!

backtrack...

5th January 2010 - Tuesday

Met up with floorballers! =)))
suppose to meet earlier budden kinda overslept again. ZZZ...

Camwhored! =)))
we found this realli good spot for camwhoring at marina while waiting for may! =)

Me, Jo, Jiayun, Shiya and Rachel! =)
haha we're all sitting in different positions. =P

=)

At dinner place! =)
haha may finally arrived and is in the photo too! =)

actually took more photos but 1 crazy uncle kept making us laugh so end up all the photos damn unglam. HAHA. super funnie! LOLS.

Toilet pic! =)

Yay finally we meet up as a grp. =)
can't wait for sleepover and gathering next week! =)

6th January 2010 - Wednesday

Met kelly for lunch before she went to work. =)
caught up quite abit.

haven't gotten photos from her though!
waaa her work is like very not 划算 i think!
kelly you shd quit ur job! haha. =P

slacked at home before meeting estee, steph, collin and edward for dinner.
first time i meet them at like the north. LOLS.
forever meeting at east side de lor.
no photos again.

yupps that's bout it.

off to watch 'The Hills'.
it's not bad. =)

maybe i shd get an organiser for 2010 then i wun keep having STM abt wad has happened.

4th January 2010

2010-01-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

4th January 2010

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY AMY CHING!!! =))) [5th January]
HAHA UR OLD LIAO. 2 DIGIT LIAO. =P

Hello hello! Finally can post properly!

Today's 3rd day into the new year!
no new year resolutions for me. they nvr work cos ill forget them in a few weeks anw.

TRANSPORT FEE IS CRAP SIA.
wa piang take a few stops alr $1. ZZZ...
SIANZ.
last time transport used to be one of my least concerns but now?! CRAP LA.
today alr spent like $6 on transport. =(((

from my house to harbourfront needs freaking $3!!!

hate growing up!

just watched 海派甜心! omgoodness ep 10 is so nice. =)
can't wait for 11! AHH...
ohoh and vampire diaries gonna show again soon! =)

2nd January 2010 - Saturday

woke up late...

suppose to meet amy before going lebbillie's house budden overslept. bad habit! =/
had potluck and watched show at her house with amy, joel and yangcheng.
left halfway though! =/

lebbillie hope ur knee recovers FAST! =)

went to esmond's house after that to meet up with classmates for steamboat!
quite long nvr meet up liao!
haha dinner's still funnie once again.
i think im gonna miss the class manns. =(

Full group photo! =)

Steph and Estee! =)

Us with the hats from the guys who went harbin. Thanks loads yo! =)

thanks for the hat ck, esmond, vincent and darrell!
thanks for the necklace and brown monster pin estee!
thanks for the eiffel tower keychain and chocs collin!

3rd January 2010 - Sunday

Went to church for combine vision sunday.
Sat with new cell group.
Hopefully this year will turn out well! =)

Went to celebrate Amy's bdae after service with lebbillie, laureen, xinjin, joel and yangcheng.
laureen left earlier though!

ate at suntec then went sky garden to camwhore. Lols!
haven't gotten pics from lebbillie's cam yet so photos i have are limited.

lebbillie and i in foreground while amy, joel and yangcheng in the background!

my shoe broke. lols.
so went to buy another pair for work.

went to eat katong laksa for dinner after that.
met chris awhile to go with her buy her black shoes for work.

hope amy enjoyed herself. =)

4th January 2010 - Monday

First day of work at cruise centre!

Uniform size DAMN BIG.
so sad chris and i kena the worst job position today. =(
shiya was quite heng to get the check in one.

Haha met all sorts of ppl and some asked realli funnie questions.
"You know where can I go to smoke?" <-- O.O!!! like wad?! met 1 old couple who were realli cute! =)
so sweet to see old couples going on cruise tgt. =)

Crap sia i super tired on the way back. Like damn tired. Almost missed my stop.
When i reached home and used com, i konked out in like less than 5 mins. fell asleep on my computer chair. LOLS.

then somehow i moved and slept on my bed awhile.
after that i woke up and dinnered then fell asleep in living room sofa while watching tv.
LOLS.

im like sleeping in so many diff parts of my house.
din know standing for several hrs will make me so tired. O.O

ok i needa get my hands on photoshop soon. crap sia.
i needa design cell tee and design a new blog skin for the new year manns!

1st January 2010

2010-01-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

1st January 2010

~~[unfinished post.]~~

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010! =)

2009 has been probably one of the darkest years of my life. A levels. LOLS.
But I still thank God for everything that has happened in 2009. =)

i pray that 2010 will be a realli awesome year!

Sorry for only updating now.
Cos I have been dreading the update of...

1. Prom
2. Church Camp
3. Korea Trip
4. Christmas
5. New Year

Crap la all BIG events how to blog finish... rahhh...

Shall chop chop and blog super briefly esp for the events that have long passed.
ill try recall the stuff that happened ba.

9th December 2009 - Prom

08S46! =)

Floorball! =)

Me, Linwei and Wei Ling! =)

In our room getting ready! =)

After getting ready! =)

Lols i just cut down the no. of photos to the above 5.
if realli wanna see can go fb see ba.
Overall prom was alright i guess. quite nice. =)
mostly camwhoring.

stayed over at shangri-la with some fb girls. =)

13th-16th December 2009 - Church Camp at Malaysia

Cherie and Lebbillie! =)

With the BCM ppl! =)

Overall church camp was alright i guess. so-so. =/
Alot of free time though! =)
KBOX there's freaking cheap. =)
haha i discovered that cherie and i both can't wake up easily. =P

i realise i haven even transfered the church camp pics in my cam to the com.
i also haven get the photos from lebbillie yet! =O

17th-23rd December 2009 - Korea

At Phoenix Park! =)
Linus, Lemuel, Joel, Delson, Samantha, Darren, Shaun!

At Mount Surak! =) (missing linus)

Every night's gathering to play games and snack! =)
Last 2 nights were especially fun i think! haha.

Full grp photo before leaving! =)

Korea's a realli nice place! =)
IT DIN SNOW! =(
coldest day was -12 degrees celsius!
Skiing was fun budden the skiiing eqp was super heavy to carry.
I kena frostbite on my hands until my hands bled at the joints.
I like korean rice. I dun like kimchi. Overdose of kimchi there. O.O
Ppl there are realli enthu, they wave to you alot.
Compilation of all the photos, we have like over 10GB worth! GB!!! HAHAHA.
alot of nice photos but im too lazy to post them up. oh gosh... can go see fb again if want.
I bought alot alot of stuff!
Korea sells stuff quite cheap!
=)

I might re-blog about the korea trip again in more detail cos I think it was a realli fun trip! =)

25th December 2009 - Christmas

Cherie, Lebbillie, Xinjin, Amy! =)

Church. =)
Exchange of christmas cards and presents. =)
Went lunch with lebbillie, amy, cherie and xinjin. =)
Kbox-ed after that with lebbillie amy, laureen and xinjin. =)

Guitar-heroing!

At night had rent's friends' families over. We kids Guitar-heroed!
Plus compile korea trip photos!

26th December 2009 - Floorball 08 Gathering

Floorball 08! =)

May, Shiya and Rachel! =)

I can't rmb wad I did in the day. omgoodness. this is so confusing. im getting mixed up with the days...

Was there dance prac in the morning?

this is wad happens when you have too long a holiday haha.

At night was floorball 08 bbq gathering at JT's house.
but everyone kinda stuck with their own friends afterall. LOLS.

27th - 30th December 2009

Haha know wad? I can't rmb wad I did when le.
But I rmb vividly there's dance prac. LOLS.

31st December 2009 - Thanksgiving Service

At PS ard 3plus am doing retarded things. HAHA.

Met in the afternoon for final rehearsal.
Service.

Thank God for the opportunity to dance for Him. =)
Realli hope there'll still be more opportunities in future.
Next dance we'll make it better!

Went for midnight movie with lebbillie, amy, xinjin and xinrong - Sherlock Holmes!
It was nice! =) worth watching!
slept at 7am.

1st January 2010

Happy New Year!
Haha slacked at lebbillie's house whole day till night.

~~Finally blog finish budden photobucket's lagging so some photos not up yet.~~
Ok all photos up!
This post is realli brief budden im too lazy to blog details le.

Anyone got job contacts pls tell me! But don't want those that needa work everyday that type de. Thanks! =)

good night! =)

13th December 2009

2009-12-13T03:16:00.002+08:00

13th December 2009

OMGOODNESS just finished packing my camping bag and it's like 3.16am!!!

Anw, bye bye singapore! =) Can try msging me if got anything urgent i guess.

13th - 16th December - Malaysia
17th - 23rd December - Korea

whee... =)

10th December 2009

2009-12-10T18:22:00.002+08:00

10th December 2009

Hello hello! This week has so far been a rather eventful week for me. =)
But it makes me kinda lazy to blog. Haha cos got alot of stuff.

Ok, ill try to make it short.

7th December 2009 - Monday

Kelly and linwei came my house to sleepover and kinda celebrate linwei's bdae in a way too! =)
Quite sad vege couldn't make it. =(

Met kelly first in the afternoon.

Kelly accompanied me to meet Chris to get my eyeliner too. =)

Kelly and I! =)

Went shopping and camwhoring with alot of soft toys after that. LOLS.

Hee. Patrick! Hahaha he's damn cute cos he's so brainless and dumb. LOLS!!!

Met lebbillie, cherie, joel and yangcheng after that for a short while with kelly.
Paiseh couldn't make it for joel's bdae dinner. =/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL! - 8th December =)

Lebbillie, Yangcheng, Cherie, Me and the Birthday Boy. =)

After that linwei at dhoby ghaut station after her workshop and went my house for dinner.

Then played and camwhore and watch show.
Linwei 'died' first and fell asleep. HAHA.

Camwhore!!! HAHAHA we were playing with the monkey that my classmates gave me as bdae present. LOLS. it's damn cute when the legs are short. Heehee. =P

Watched My Sister's Keeper Online.
the show quite boring... =/

8th December2009 - Tuesday

Next morning! =)

slept for bout 4 hrs then met vege for breakfast at yakun!

Walked ard and slacked abit.

=)))

Had a great time tgt with them! =)

Damn sad linwei going back to malaysia liao. =(((
LINWEI YOU PIG YOU BETTER COME BACK AND STAY HERE PERMANENTLY SOON.
realli hope you'll get into singapore uni if not i'll be damn freaking sad. =(((

seeeeee.... ppl are starting to leave alr! damn sad. hate growing up. RAHHH...

even yang too! RAHHHHHH.... why must everyone start leaving?!?!?!

Anw, met laureen and lebbillie for lunch after that.
Amy's sick. Sad she couldn't make it in the end.

Then i went with laureen to watch New Moon! =) yay like finally.
It was ok la. Not that bad as alot of ppl say i think. =)
thanks laureen for watching it with me too! =)

im starting to support jacob black (taylor lautner) alr. actors play a huge role! haha. =P
Anw, you know taylor lautner's younger than me by 1 year?! freak he looks so matured.

walked ard orchard central with laureen after that.

Another pretty pretty christmas tree! =)))

ohoh we went to the rooftop garden on the highest level of orchard central.
crap the wind was like damn strong.
i was practically holding on to my dress the whole time cos of the wind. HAHA.

Laureen! =)

haha my photos all weird cos i kept holding my dress. HAHA.

went back to raffles place mrt after that.
laureen and lebbillie went shopping while i met my class for dinner at timbre!

dinner was kinda like a send off for jian cos he going into army on 11th Dec.

Me, Steph and Estee! =) Dress day! =)

Full grp photos! =)

LOL! Haha this photo quite joke. Darrell cut himself and collin away. Budden everyone looks funnie. HAHA.

LOLS!!! (class inside joke)

everyone also did an indiv funny shot.

collage! HAHA. =P

At the bridge beside fullerton. Lols the woman who helped us take the photo was damn funnie. HAHA.

oh we also camwhored abit. Haha! Did some rotating thingy and everyone took photo with jian.
the class seldom camwhore leh. haha.

whee...

went home to prepare for prom the next day!

9th December 2009 - Wednesday

PROM DAY!

[will continue blogging another day.]

wa sianz i realise i nvr take photo with alot of ppl. dunno wad was i doing la!!! RAHHH...

6th December 2009

2009-12-06T23:20:00.005+08:00

6th December 2009

[NO PHOTOS POST.]

Whoa my room is like quite spacious now. LOLS.

Just cleared it up cos tablemates staying over tmr night! Camwhore. =)

5th December 2009 - Saturday

Accompanied my father to market in the morning. Haven't woken up so early in such a long time!

Yesterday dance prac. Gosh, i dun like tambourine. =(
it's like such a diff style and genre of dance. GAHH... i needa practice more.

Went to shop with steph for prom stuff after that. Finally got everything settled! (generally)

Legs were super tired!

6th December 2009 - Sunday

Combine service today. Was super tired. =/

Went with fam and rent's friends to buy winter wear.
I still need long shirts. Argh.

ok that's bout it.

This week is gonna be busy.
Prom soon, i hope i dun screw up my makeup. Makeup noob.

13th-16th Dec - Malaysia (Church Camp)
17th -23rd Dec - Korea

Gosh no time to write christmas cards liao.

4th December 2009

2009-12-04T23:52:00.003+08:00

4th December 2009

I'm happy today! =) cos i finally bought my heels. heehee.

And i realise every single day without fail i'll meet ppl outside! everyone just ended As and all going out like mad. HAHA.

3rd December 2009 - Thursday

Met steph first to go shop for prom stuff! specifically shoes and clutch.
Walked the whole fareast and part of wisma and tangs and can't find a single pair of shoes and clutch! =((( steph and i were super disppointed yesterday.

Btw, tangs was having this realli funnie closed door sale only open to singtel users. LOLS ttm. singtel users got privilege aye.

Anw, jian and cols joined us after that too. estee came later.
gave up finding our stuff after that and helped cols with his suit.
HAHA the salesgirl serving cols was hilarious! LOLS.

estee accompanied me after that to wait for my rents.

then met my rents to go buy my winter wear. FINALLY got my 3rd layer of clothing.
and i think im gonna get boots from new look. =)
[btw, new look has freaking high heels. dunno how ppl walk sia. =O]

walked until legs almost break yesterday.

No photos. haha.

4th December 2009 - Friday

Met lebbillie for lunch at her workplace today.
HAHA first time i saw split ends! LOLS.
i always thought split ends just meant that ur hairs all messy and pointing in all directions. but it's not! literally the hair splits. COOL! haha im not the only slow one, cherie also! =P

Lebbillie's nutcracker!
Anw, this year alot of places have realli nice and big christmas trees. so pretty. =)
i like christmas! Jesus' bdae! =)

Met amy and vivien after their work though vivien left after awhile.

Had no intention of shopping today.
BUT! managed to get a long sleeved shirt for korea trip! =)

cherie came after that to join us.
then lebbillie also met us after her work.

dinnered. ahh the fish wasn't good. too much oil. =/

cherie and amy! =)

lebbillie and i! =) haha

thank God we went to eat before the queue started.

and lebbillie, stop wasting money catching toys! $8!!! haha!

cherie, lebbillie, me and amy! =) mirror shot!

amy had to leave early so 3 of us kinda went to amk hub after that.
lebbillie brought me to this shop and i found my heels! OMGOODNESS LA. wasn't expecting to find my heels from there.
so happy. =))) heehee.

my shoes cost more than my dress though. HAHA.
it's high but dun care le.

that's bout it.

my life revolves ard going out now. O.O

oh btw, nuffnang shows how nosey ppl are. LOLS. the stuff ppl google online are just zzz...

i think im accompanying my paps to the market tmr. O.O
also, dance prac at church again! finally. so long nvr dance liao. =)
and shopping for prom again with steph. =)

2nd December 2009

2009-12-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

2nd December 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM - 1st December 2009
[though she doesn't come here.]

Hello hello!

Life's good. =)

Everyday can go out without worries. =) [except that i better get my prom stuff in time]

Wanted to dl maple again yesterday budden dl hanged at 85% so gave up.
Gonna play other games chris intro-ed to me i guess. haha.

Went out with chris yesterday to shop for clothes. At least we both bought sth unlike the previous time. =)
AND, we're forever late. LOLS. suppose to meet at 12, budden i woke up at 12 plus. end up i chris was still later then me! HAHA.

no photos though! =P

Today went out with rachel and may to shop too. Tmr alot of bio ppl having As so they can't meet up with us today too.

Mirror photo again! Haven't had the chance to take mirror photos in a long long time...

May and I while rachel was trying a dress. I look like a giant beside may. haiyo... haha. i always look like a giant when with them! =(((

May, Rachel and I =)

HAHAHA. feel so free. whee... tmr going out again. =)))

off to watch shows. =)

i wanna watch new moon. =(

oh anw, anyone has adobe photoshop? i feel so restricted without it. ahh.

30th November 2009

2009-12-01T00:00:00.004+08:00

30th November 2009

DEBBIE'S BACK. =)

AHHHHH!!!!!
THE FREAKING A LEVELS ARE OVER!!!

omgoodness the liberation and exhilaration!
i feel like blurting out one long list of bad words to just exclaim my irritation with A levels.

goodbye to the above 2 piles of notes/books.
4 subjects and they contribute to so much deforestation. T.T
have been waiting so long to take this photo!

Seriously A levels has been the most torturous part of my whole life I think. LIFE. i mean it.
Like shit sia. imagine everyday come home and study, bathe, eat, study, sleep. i mean literally that's the whole freaking routine ever since prelims ended. [that's a damn long period of time btw.]

mentally draining ttm.

i know i din do well. neither did i do my best but don't care le. glad it's over. God will place me somewhere somehow. just leaving the rest to Him. =)

wanna thank God for placing ppl in my life to encourage me during this period of time. =)
is like realli WHOA.
i dunno how to describe it budden seriously it's just cool the way God works.

Starfield - Reign In Us
You thought of us before the
world began to breathe
And You knew our names before we came to be
You saw the very day we'd fall away from You
And how desperately we need to be redeemed

Lord Jesus come lead us
We're desperate for Your touch

Oh Great and Mighty One, with one desire we come
That You would reign, that You would reign in us
We're offering up our lives, a living sacrifice
That You would reign, that You would reign in us

Spirit of the Living God fall fresh again
Come search our hearts and purify our lives
We need Your perfect love
We need Your discipline
We're lost unless You guide us with Your light

Lord Jesus come lead us
We're desperate for Your touch

We cry out
For Your love to refine us cry out
For Your love to define us cry out
For Your mercy to keep us
blameless until You return

You would reign in us

So reign, please reign in us
Come purify our hearts we need Your touch
Come cleanse us like a flood and send us out
So the world may know You reign, You reign in us

This song was on repeat while I was studying for most of my papers. =)

Also thank God for wonderful and realli supportive parents and bro during this period of time! =) Haha i love my family loads mann. =)

Anw, all the best to those who are still suffering from As! It's gonna be over soon le. =)

Went out with classmates after last paper today.
Went ion to shop for prom stuff before dinnering at some BBQ place.
I needa shop for alot alot of things. Gosh. Plus things for my holiday trip. AHH.

Along orchard road. =)

Christmas season seems to have started earlier than usual this year. =)

Ok off to watch my shows!
SO SAD VAMPIRE DIARIES BREAK AT EP 10 AND EP 11 ONLY AIRS ON 14 JAN! WHY?!?!?! =(((

and why can't 海派甜心 finish airing now then i can watch it at one go?! AHH...

happy holidays people. =)

29th September 2009

2009-09-29T23:59:00.002+08:00

29th September 2009

[unfinished post...]

Hey hey!
Decided not to reblog my previous post.

Sorry for slow update. =P

I think ill blog this post over a spread of few days...

I learnt new things today! Revelation!
Guys' brains are different from girls'!
Guys are like waffles while girls are like spaghetti.

You know guys don't daydream when they study? They can concentrate fully 100% and wun think abt other stuff like food or stare blankly into space randomly. OMGOODNESS!!!

Girls we can think bout what to eat later, daydream or even like me suddenly drift off and think about a floorball match scenario? O.O!!!

COOL! their brains have compartments. nvr knew this! cool TTM!

Anw, take a peek into my geek world/room. =)

My room floor! Crap. look at the amt of notes... T.T and this is only a PORTION of the notes i have.

More studying!
haha im on nerd mode now! "BOOMZXss." haha. =P

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Thanks ppl for the bdae celebration etc! Realli appreciate it alot alot! =)))
Thanks once again for all the smses, fb msgs, cards, presents and surprises! =)

Thanks s46 for the earlier bdae celebration at esmond's house too! =)

16th September 2009 - Wednesday

Thanks kelly for ur sweets and card one day before my actual bdae and for travelling all the way from ur house to my house! somemore you also having prelims! it's realli nice to receive presents halfway while mugging for papers. =) and so cool you act rmb wad sweets i always buy in sec sch! =)))

17th September 2009 - Thursday

HAHA thanks linwei, vege, evonne and xilei!
On my actual bdae just before chem paper in the morning vege pulled me aside from fb shelf and the 4 of them sang bdae song for me in canteen! quite embarrassing budden thanks alot alot! haha they bought the drinks as temp celebration stuff. HAHA. thank you thank you! =)))

Chem P3 was bad btw. =P

Continued studying for next days' papers at home.
At night, suddenly i heard the gate open, then my bro was like outside the house. HUH?
Next moment omgoodess bettina and kailing appeared at my house!

haha and my fringe was all weird and everything cos of studying la. LOLS.

Thanks for the surprise kailing and bettina! hahaha. and also thanks to my bro for coordinating with them! =)
it was nice having a surprise and like break from all the studying! hahaha.
thanks for the cakes and present. =)))

My rents also bought a cake! haha. =)

So I did kinda celebrate my actual bdae on the day itself afterall! =)

18th September 2009 - Friday

After papers had cell grp at night.
Everyone was late and coming down from diff places! [or at least i thought so.]

Kailing bluffed me say josh and joel wee's house got their rent's cell grp so changed location to my house.

Suddenly bettina and kailing outside my house screaming and when i went out OMGOODNESS THE WHOLE PLACE WAS SMOKY.

hahaha they bought sparkles and the whole place was dark and smoky budden they were holding a board with glow sticks displaying 'HAPPY BDAY'! =)

had normal cell. then cont playing the sparkles after that. =)

Cell grp on that day! =)

Thanks alot alot! =) hahaha i din expect them to celebrater me again on fri night after bettina and kailing popped by the previous night.

At car porch playing! SUPER SMOKY. HAHA. had a fun time. =) thanks! =)

19th September 2009 - Saturday

Had tuition at Chris's house then went down to vivo to meet lebbillie, josh heng and joel qin after that.

Picked laureen and cherie up from church while josh heng alighted then went to teo heng ktv. yang cheng met us later on. haha omgoodness super cheap la the price of the ktv.

lebbillie, cherie, laureen, me, yangcheng, joel qin!

haha thanks for the celebration for both cherie and my bdae! =)))
oh yangcheng brought a polariod camera on that day!

After kboxing cherie had to leave alr.
went with the rest to plaza sing for dinner.
we ate at cafe cartel before going to this really nicely decorated place called 'tenthousandangels'!

Look at the place! so nice!!! =)

Desserts we ordered! look nice budden don't taste as nice. haha. but atm nice la. =)

=)

thanks for planning and getting everything tgt! =) hahaha. realli appreciate it!

next few days were totally filled with studyting... T.T

25th September 2009 - Friday

PRELIMS OVER!!!

went out with cell group for supposedly combine cell grp steamboat! =)

[...... to be continued.]

18th September 2009

2009-09-18T23:22:00.004+08:00

18th September 2009

[Will repost properly again.]

Having my bdae right smack in the prelims don't seem that bad afterall.
It reduced alot of stress for me. =)

Thank you friends! For all the smses, facebook msgs, cards, birthday presents and cakes, surprises...
[Also to my family budden they dun come here la so haha.]

so nice to feel so loved by family and friends. =)))
I realli din expect so much for this birthday cos of the awfully wrong timings.

prelims so far, so bad. haha.
my room has 4 piles of books/notes/files on the floor.
everyday change one pile cos needa study diff subject. LOLS?

you shd see me when im in geek mode. whole room no space walk. that's the amt of notes i freaking have to study! GAHH...

debbie has been studying until hairstyle also change cos of the hairband being round her head for multiple hours. =O

i needa study more. More. MORE!
i bet non A level ppl will think im mad... HAHA.

9th September 2009

2009-09-09T23:45:00.002+08:00

9th September 2009

090909!

OMGOODNESS i was freaking out just now! it's not so bad now.
haven't had this freaking out feeling since secondary school! omg omg omg!!!

Yang just reminded me... DEBBIE'S CLONE IS BACK!!!
my secondary sch friends will know wad I mean. the jc debbie has officially gone on holiday.

AHHH... NEED TO MUG NEED TO MUG NEED TO MUG.

jc stuff seems so easily forgettable. once you move on to the next subject the previous subject somehow just seems to be cleared from ur memory and you gotta restudy everything again.
i need an external brain disk.

8th September 2009

2009-09-08T23:22:00.005+08:00

8th September 2009

Hello hello!

my keyboard run!!! " is now @ and the # is now replaced by £!!! who needs a euro sign on the keyboard??? O.O!!! rahh.

Today was a rather productive day studying at rachel's house!

yesterday's attempt to study at home once again failed miserably...
fell asleep...

7 days to prelims!!! im in nerd mode now. my every post mentions studying. haha.

6th September 2009 - Sunday

Church family day at the ZOO! wear red day!
Budden as usual, walked ard with friends. haha.

haven't gotten the photos from lebbillie yet.

only have a few in my cam. shd have charged my cam.

Us with the white tigers in the bg! =)

haha taken by lebbillie. that one white tiger kept pacing up and down non-stop.

yucks look at the tortoise head! so long. yucks yucks!!!

i shall just kope lebbillie's collage from her blog for now.

Lebbillie's collage from her blog.

we were at this station then the fox was literally frantically walking around its enclosure. wonder why...

next moment lebbillie kena bird shit on her head! HAHA.

LOLS, so maybe the fox was walking ard frantically to avoid the droppings of all those crows flying ard! HAHAHA!!! FUNNIE!!! LOLS.

Saw elephants, polar bears, fox etc. the most memorable one was the HIPPO!
MUAHAHAHA. ONE OF IT WAS STONING AT THE SIDE, LEANING AGAINST THE GLASS PANEL.
THEN THE NOSE HAIR WERE STICKING OUT LIKE BRISTLES. HAHAHHA!!!! GROSS BUT FUNNIE!!!

After that went katong for katong laksa with quite a few ppl. took joel's car there. budden i din eat la.
think the rest went L4D after that? O.O

Heng katong near parkway! =)
walked over to meet estee and stephanie to go for supposedly esmond's bdae celebration with classmates.

turn out they celebrated my bdae also! =)
realli appreciate all the planning and stuff. =)

Monkey! my bdae present from them. I presume it was estee and steph who shopped for it ba. haha.
it's currently hanging on my shelf!

waa esmond's house got pool table right smack in the middle of the living room. cool.

we had steamboat for dinner. =)

Group photo. =)
Cos there were not enough chairs, then esmond pulled out 2 computer chairs with rollers. End up esmond and i sat on those 2 chairs cos we were the bdae ppl. lols.

During dinner...

'harvesting' time. chiong ah...

HAHA. There was always this 'harvesting' period when the food was cooked. then cos few ppl shared a bowl tgt so diff grps of us were like 'fighting' for the food for our group. FUNNIE!

slacked abit. Pooled. Sang songs. Some guitared.

After that everyone went downstairs except jian and estee cos they were preparing the bdae cake etc. haha.

Reflection! HAHA. collin cut himself off...

At the playground waiting for jian and estee.
Act i was sitting see-saw with stephanie. haha was quite fun! so long nvr sit le. [until the part when i started flying off my seat...]

Stephanie and Me! =)

Jian and estee!

Group photo at poolside! =)

Ohoh. They bought doughnuts than esmond and i were suppose to eat them without hands.

I managed to get estee and stephanie to do it too! =P

=P!

the cheesecake's nice. =)

then... DUNKING TIME!
HAHAHA.

first one to get dunked was esmond.

HAHA.

Then it was collin's turn to get dunked.

HAHA.

I was actually happily taking photos with the SLR hanging over my neck. budden also died...

LOLS.

Next to get dunked i can't rmb who liao. Budden end up almost everyone got dunked and wet except stephanie and vincent! HAHA it was fun!

in the pool after getting dunked. hmm photo look quite wrong. like so many guys. O.O ah wells.

all in all, it was fun!
thanks for planning everything yea! =)

when we left it was like 11pm le. the latest timing we ever had an outing till. lols.

my class's quite fun. =)

ok that's all.

tmr's studying session at ssc with yang! =)

5th September 2009

2009-09-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

5th September 2009

Hello!

Wa wasted whole of yesterday plus today. Barely studied! Gahh...

15th Sept [Tues] - Econs P2, Maths P1
!!!----->17th Sept!!! [Thurs] - Chem P3!!!<-----!!!
18th Sept [Fri] - Physics P3, Econs P1
23rd Sept [Wed] - Maths P2, Physics P2
24th Sept [Thurs] - Chem P2
25th Sept [Fri] - Chem P1, Physics P1

Please pray for me. Think i really need prayers manns. =/

Went for supposedly combine cell outing last night!
Budden end up im the only one from my cell... lols.

Dinnered at pastamania again. 2 days in a row!
After that wanted to bowl budden all lanes booked.

[Photos taken by audrey, belicia and my phone. So some colour may vary too. Haha cos surprisingly no one had camera! Except lebbillie budden batt flat.]

Lebbillie and I at bowling centre. =)
haha the pooh bear at bottom right of the pic with the ball super cute! Whee...

Went to pool instead.
Haha i still super bad at pool. =/

Belicia and Aaron.

Aaron and Lebbeus.

Jon wee and Lebbeus.

The girls we camwhored manns. =P

Audrey, Me, Lebbillie and Belicia. =)

Haha us again. Had a super hard time taking cos lighting was bad...

Me! =)

Lebbillie and I. =)

Me, Audrey and Belicia. =)

Audrey and I. =)

Girls again. =)

Belicia and Aaron.

Took super long to try to get nice shots.

Today went Chris's house for tuition. I learnt stuff! =) haha.
At grandma's house today I just played psp and watch tv. aiyo...

K tmr church family day at zoo plus esmond's bdae celebration at night.
Hope both events will be fun! =)

3rd September 2009

2009-09-03T23:59:00.005+08:00

3rd September 2009

[EDITED]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA WEE! [2nd Sept]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESMOND CHAN! [4th Sept]

my adobe photoshop cs4's not working again!!! RAHH!!!
can't I find my previous disk!!! RAHHHH...
don't like it when i don't have photoshop. feels weird!

i just dled picasa! =) i know im slow but ah wells. =P

31st August 2009 - Monday

Teacher's Day Celebration!
Went back St Nicks with CCA clique! =)
haven't met up in SUPER LONG cos of exams etc la!

Saw gwong and mrs yeo! Had a nice time talking to mrs yeo! =) Gwong was busy during the time we went. Manns!

ICC CHANGE TEACHERS-IN-CHARGE! i dunno like 3 out of 4 official teachers ic there now! and only 2 years have passed... T.T

St nicks politics until so many good teachers leave! now all new faces. =(((
no pt in going back anymore next time. CRAP.

Orange bowled once we reached.
debbie says, "果条面干一点点辣椒不要豆芽!" =)))

Mk went back too! =)

Walked round St Nicks and camwhored. =)))

At specs stand! =)

At our very very familiar mirror! haha!!! =)

Chris and I! =)))

Lebbillie and Athena were there too! Haha. =)

At fam lounge! =)))

Hopefully we can all meet up again real soon!!! =)))

Studied with Yang till dinner time at Ishi Mura after that!
Nice food, nice ambience!
I ate baked pasta for only $5.50!

Caught up with Yang too! =))) miss my going home buddy! =(

Sad manns. Cannot go 'food hunt' HAIZ... need to study. LEBBILLIE LAU, why ur holiday always during my exam period??? HAIZ... =(

1st September 2009 - Tuesday

Cannot go out again!!! =(((

Studied with estee and edward loke at library...

2nd September 2009 - Wednesday

GP PRELIM!
can't realli tell whether it's good or bad. =/

suppose to go with rachel to city hall get some stationary before going back.
budden i kinda ps-ed her halfway and went for class lunch. ahh sorry rachel!!! =/
nowadaes i also keep ps-ing. crap la.

subwayed at parkway with classmates.
swensens no more 1-for-1!

came home and slept like a pig until at night. O.O

3rd September 2009 - Thursday

I dreamt abt LOTS of stuff last night! freaky!
must be my brain's not resting in peace. haha!

i rmb...

dreaming that i joined some outside swimming club with chris? then got some selection and i almost got kicked out cos i swim freestyle very slow. when i change to swimming breaststroke instead i managed to stay in the club. huh? O.O!!!

then i dreamt that my class came my house? somehow they ended up staying over. and my father bought a styrofoam birthday cake for me? HUH? O.O!!!

WEIRD DREAMS.

freaky thing is some parts are kinda related to reality:
1. i love swimming
2. my breaststroke is stronger than my freestyle (when i used to swim alot last time)
3. birthday cake

aren't dreams suppose to be random and don't make sense?

Anw, supposed to study with estee and martin, together with Chris after her paper today.
End up we kinda split up. haha.

Dinnered at pastamania with Chris.

Tuition at night.
Class was super empty!

Tmr = study again.
the monotony of exam life...
Bye.

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30th August 2009

2009-08-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

30th August 2009

Yoyo! Study break commences officially tmr!!! =)

haha our ct cancelled morning breakfast so yupps no pt going to school. plus it's officially break for us! =)

means i won't need to go school for any lessons until 30th sept! =)))
[excluding days with exam papers la duh!]

can't wait for boys like girls' new album to come out! the songs so far released are NICE! =)))

nowadaes i feel all the diff boy rock bands' recent albums like FOB, green day etc like not as nice as before le. dunno isit just me or wad. =/

budden boys like girls one sounds good so far so ya im looking forward to it! =)

Tmr's back at St Nicks for teachers' day with cca clique! =)
decided to go back afterall. haha.
Then studying with yang all the way till night ba.

So sad, poly ppl having their hols now! SO UNFAIR!!! feel so tempted to go out. =(((
DEBBIE, NO!!! RESIST!!!

Anw today...
No CET. and I din go for prayer meeting. Whoopsie. =/

Service was quite good though. =)

To You
Here I stand
Forever in Your mighty hand
Living with Your promise
Written on my heart
I am Yours
Surrendered wholly to You
You set in Your family
Calling me Your own

Now I, I belong to You
Lord I need
Your Spirit, Your word, Your truth
Hear my cry
My deep desire
To know You more

In Your name
I will lift my hands
To the King
This anthem of praise I bring
Heaven knows
I long to love You
With all I am
I belong to You

28th August 2009

2009-08-28T23:45:00.001+08:00

28th August 2009

Hey Hey!

Waa my leg got skin abrasion.
Dunno wad I was doing in the lecture then somehow my leg got stuck between the chairs and i lost balance, resulting in a scratch and huge patch of abrasion. OW. =(

Initially I was going with my classmates to Harbin after A levels in dec. So I told my rents and they pushed back plans to go holiday during that time.

But now not going anymore!
Cos estee and steph can't go and the reasons are complicated.

Was initially kinda looking forward to it cos it will be fun. Ski-ing and everything. Ah wells.
Consequences of having too little girls in the class... ZZZ...

After discussing so much for so long and causing so many problems, end up still cannot.
Hate it whenever it boils down to this reason. Cos seriously it's damn T.T.

At least I still can go overseas with church friends for camp ba.
and there's still chance of going overseas trip with some floorball friends next year! =)))

23rd August 2009 - Sunday

Church as usual. No prayer meeting. Watched some show instead.
Youth service felt kinda weird that day. Dunno why. Atmosphere was just different... O.O

24th August 2009 - Monday

Normal school day...

Went for tuition with Chris at night. One of those rare times we both manage to stay awake throughout the whole lesson! HAHAHA. =P

25th August 2009 - Tuesday

Happy Birthday Collin! =)

Cake baked by Jian Rui's mum! Waa super sinful eating this. CHOCOLATEY. Haha.

Anw, after that the Collin went to fly his kite in school! Our class guys are realli crazy manns! HAHAHA. Cheng Kai and Jian Rui also went to try fly the kite also. HAHA. No photo! Only video which is gonna take super long to upload. Haha. It was funnie la.

At night we ate at astons to celebrate Collin's bdae.
Haha and ck shocked everyone with his unintentional new haircut!

Jian Rui, Tian Yu, Martin and Estee

Stephanie, Cheng Kai, Esmond and Edward

Estee, Me and Stephanie

Darrell and Collin
Wa darrell looks damn sick in this photo. Like some pervert liddat! O.O HAHAHA!

Hope collin enjoyed his bdae celebration ba! =)

26th August 2009 - Wednesday

Normal school day...

Was the only local girl in class again... as per normal... Weekly wed routine manns. Zzz... Shd have ponned. That day was filled with GP.

27th August 2009 - Thursday

Normal school day...

Econs extra lesson... ZZZ...

28th August 2009 - Friday

Normal school day...

Collected back my jacket!

Finally we printed "floorball" on it! =))) So happy! =)))

Bused and trained back with Jo. So rare to have ppl taking bus and train with me for such a long distance other than rachel manns! HAHA.

At night was suppose to celebrate Josh Wee's bdae during cell grp time. Bought balloon and cake for him liao.
Then last min he pangseh us! So sad manns. JOSH WEE AH. haiyoyo...

So went to Bakerzin for dinner/supper.

Kailing and Me! =)

Joel Wee and Joshua Heng! =)

The desserts were going at half price! =)

The dessert I ordered. Can't rmb wad it's called le. =/

Joel's dessert. Sinful choc cake! haha.

Josh Heng's dessert!

Ok tmr's tuition and mugging time.

My life's so boring now... Nth much to update on my blog... T.T
NEED TO STUDY.
Prelims and As coming! =(((

22nd August 2009

2009-08-22T23:59:00.003+08:00

22nd August 2009

WAA SHAGGED! My legs feel so tired. Seems as though I just ran 8km for PT! HAHA!

Just came back from 18th YOUTH ANNIVERSARY CARNIVAL at marina barrage!
Theme was 'Ships Ahoy'. And dress code was supposedly 'Sailors' or 'Pirates'! =P

These 2 days have been mainly youth anni stuff. Stayed at bettina's house with cell grp last night till 2am for preparation.

Thx loads to auntie linda and auntie mary for sponsoring and helping us alot alot! Thx loads to my father for fetching me at 2am also! =) Felt quite bad cos my father can't sleep properly cos of me for 2 fridays liao. =/

At bettina's house doing preparation. One of our deco items. =)
Colours so nice.
Budden wasted we din realli use all of them in the end. =/

My cell's stall was selling customised cupcakes! Means you choose wad flavour cupcake you want, choose the icing colour and splash wdv toppings you want on top of it! =)
Ys1-T their stall earn alot la! WAAA... their drinks wipe out like O.O!!!

Our menu! =) So happy the yellow colour turned out fine. =)

Plain cupcakes!

Decorated cupcakes! =) These are 2 of the cupcakes I decorated myself.

Me, Kailing and Laureen at our PINK cupcake banner stall! HAHA.

Lebbillie and I at my cell's cupcake stall! =)

Kailing, Audrey, Belicia and I! =)

ahh i din take photo with bettina! =/

Went to play joustling with both kailing and lebbillie.

Haha we din realli whack each other cos scared to realli whack. End up kailing lost balance and fell on her own. HAHA! =P

Lebbillie and I waaaa we up there for super long. Also nvr whack! only poke lightly. HAHAHAHA. Think we were up there for like 10mins la! End up we just both came down on our own. LOLS!!!

Candid! =)

Lebbillie!

Me! =) waa the stick's quite heavy. tiring...

Carnival was quite small. Budden I think it turned out pretty well overall. =)
Tiring but quite fun! =)

Got other stalls like Dunking, gigantic Jenga, Catching Fish, Basketball and other food stalls also budden too busy to use cam to take photos of the diff places.

Took super long to clear up. Ard last to leave.
Took Bus and somehow landed up at tanjong pagar for dinner at macs.
Haha quite funnie toking there! Reminds me of the times when we still had cell dinner after service tgt.

Ok shall stop here for now. Waa I finally updated huh! =) LOLS. goodnite!

21st August 2009

2009-08-21T00:12:00.004+08:00

21st August 2009

Hey hey! Deleted my previous 2 posts. I don't like emo stuff so haha. Shall get it wiped out from my blog memory.

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Youth Anniversary Carnival is this saturday!

[Image koped from lebbillie's blog so it's kinda small.]

Where? Marina Barrage.
When? 22nd Aug 2009, 1.30 - 6pm

Im feeling kinda excited! =)

My cell's selling cupcakes which we're gonna bake tmr night at Bettina's house. Initial plan was to stay overnight budden see how ba.
Plus plus we're wearing same cell attire for sailors. haha! hope the attire will turn out fine. =)

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Life has been pretty relaxed yet mundane lately. [minus the need to study]
Ending school early everytime.
Been studying with a few classmates in school after lessons almost everyday.

I kinda like this 'more free time' life cos there aren't tonnes of stuff that bug you everyday. But ya sometimes it gets boring.

Stress level in school in intensifying! Estee also turned mad! Mugger mode on until it kinda scared me today! haha.

the level of stress is like damn high in school la. so many times worse than wad ive seen in O levels plus! everyone's so competitive, all applying for this scholarship, that scholarship, all the various universities overseas like even harvard, oxford etc while im hardly doing anything. GOSH.

i just deleted a chunk of words. keep typing emo rants and stuff again. zzz.

okay i shall go sleep.

i miss secondary school life, my secondary school friends! =(

debbie, jiayou! =)
"always look on the bright side of life" *hums the tune*

10th July 2009

2009-07-10T23:55:00.003+08:00

10th July 2009

Haha just watched some dance videos. Waa damn cool!

COMMON TEST FINALLY OVER!
physics today's my best paper of the 5 i guess.
haha i think mostly everyone will feel that way too. =)

I gave up studying for physics yesterday. slept for nearly 9 hrs before going for afternoon paper today! LOLS. and normally i only sleep like 5+ hrs? O.O HMM...

I think i study too long a period liao. Since start of june. It's brain draining and wasting effort cos you just keep forgetting wad you study and gotta restudy all over again which is like might as well just chiong last min while normal days just do just practice ques. T.T

Went out with classmates for dinner at simpang bedok (dunno isit spelt liddat). Food was nice!
Budden eating often confirm become fat de.

It was realli funnie the whole time! All the suaning and bastarding. LOLS.
I think my classmates are realli funnie!!! HAHA.

Shared satays...

Satay was nice! =)

The teh cino was also nice! =) sweet.

I ate pattaya. it's kinda different compared to school pattaya rice.

ALOT. eat until i couldn't finish. =/

ohoh! we also ate ice cream prata. budden i din take a photo of it. =/

Vincent, Chengkai and Estee =)

Edward, Esmond, Darrell and Jianrui =)

Me, Steph and Collin =)

haha estee with her drink! =)

Group photo! + vincent who's missing.

Haha met linwei at the bus stop then she help us take the photo. =)

it was fun eating with classmates! haha. =)))

came home. almost went for midnight movie with my family. budden my mum too tired until fell asleep! then my bro also lazy go... ZZZ... if not could have watched transformer! i damn lag now cos of the common tests... T.T

tmr's econs and chem tution with chris. SIANZ to the max!!!

first day after common test = tuition. somemore x2. T.T sianz sianz...

anw, i took a photo of the sunflower kailing gave me!

so pretty rite?! budden sadly now it has withered and died...
lols!

ok i shall go do other stuff liao.
hopefully ill update again soon! =)

7th July 2009

2009-07-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

7th July 2009

OMGOODNESS!!! I NEEDA RANT. AHHHHH IM DYING.

SCREW ECONS. I GIVE UP STUDYING.

IT'S SO FREAKING WORDY and im just browsing through all those wordy paragraphs and nth's going inside my head! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

last min cramping is super not useful. AHHHHH im gonna fail anyway so im just gonna give up. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

ECONS MADE ME FREAKING IRRITATED. my brain's gonna explode!!!!!

ARGHHHH. if only everything could be typed into my dumb brain and ctrl+s. exam just copy paste everything out. RAHHHHHHH...

5th July 2009

2009-07-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

5th July 2009

[EDITED]

[wordy wordy...]

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday to CHRISTIE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! =)

Also,

Happy Birthday Norman! (03/06) =)
Happy Birthday Junan! (05/06) =)
Happy Birthday Belicia! (17/06) =)
Happy Birthday Rachel! (20/06) =)

Hello! Lols I dunno where to start blogging from. Been realli lazy to blog recently. Plus all the mugging is like AHH...

One month nvr blog properly liao. LOLS. Even my counts dropped by alot. HAHA.

I shall just blog abt major events recently la. One photo per event. If not i'll take like dunno how long to blog... T.T one month leh... O.O! if want can go facebook see other photos or sth la. =)

Heng i got write down wad events I have in my organiser. So i know wad act happened. If not confirm forget de lor. Haha my bdae present got put to good use. =)

2nd June 2009 - Floorball Outing to Sentosa! =)

Went sentosa. GOSH the sun and sand was SUPER HOT. pain sia the feet on hot sand.
I kena sunburnt badly and my tan's quite dark. LOLS.

Played volleyball then as usual captain's ball in the water! =)
i love captain's ball in water. =)))

HAHA there was this indian guy who asked if he could play with us halfway. LOLS.
SUPER FUNNIE cos it was kinda weird with him playing with us. LOLS. then the guys were quite bad to him too. HAHA budden it was just funnie la.

Played truth and dare too. LOLS. alot of bastard-ing. HAHA.

at night ate dinner at the sentosa monorail terminal.

after that when walking to eat ben and jerry's ice cream, we played at this spinning thing that looked like a water droplet. (nvm if you dun geddit) OMGOODNESS it felt like rollercoaster la. haha rachel almost puked. funnie!

BJ's after that. FOC cos of extra fb fund. =)

first time took circle line that day!

FUN DAY! =)))
i kinda miss floorball now. aww... =(

5th June 2009 - Class of 2007 Gathering at St Nicks! =)

Not many ppl went though. quite disappointing.

Anw, met up with chris and naiy and went to haji lane to shop abit. =)
Camwhored and took alot of artistic shots! =)

Naiy's photography skills are pro. =)

Anw, there was this shop decorated with FLOORBALL BALLS!!! SO CUTE.
I was kinda going gaga over it then i think chris and naiy tot i abit siao. i think they just dao me. HAHAHA!!!

SO COOL RITE?!?!?! (exception of >1 photo cos i just gotta show this photo). COOL!!!!

yang joined us halfway at haji and camwhored somemore.
cabbed down to st nicks after that. waa the cab uncle kept toking alot of stuff to us. poor naiy sitting in front. lols.

after that met den at st nicks. =)
ate orange bowl! =) prices change liao.

gosh you know the drink stall uncle rmbs my name?! I SHOCK TIO when he said "here's ur drink debbie". O.O!!! duh i wasn't wearing nametag. HAHA. good memory.

camwhored again... =) as usual la. haha

left quite early cos had cell grp. yupps, that's bout it.
think ms jacob met the rest of the class after i left.

kinda sad i no longer find any faces in pinafores familiar anymore. =(

6th June 2009 - Dinner at Chinatown with some classmates! =)

Tianyu recommended us this restaurant at Chinatown.
WAAAA the food there SUPER DUPER OILY. look at the photo! haha! budden act i felt that some dishes were quite nice la. =)

They were mostly spicy too. so collin and vincent suffer... budden vincent worst, end up ate like 2/3 of the vege cos he couldn't take hot at all. HAHAHA. vincent FAIL!

oh and then i think jianrui and darrell payed extra for the meal also. it was quite ex if i rmb correctly.

lols im learning to tok like my classmates alr.

ate dessert after that. then zao home liao. went home quite early that day i think.

7th June 2009 - Reuben's Farewell! =)

Was suppose to go celebrate junan's bdae after combine service budden end up i went with amy, cherie and jake for reuben's farewell lunch. Haha long story how it changed budden ya... sorry to junan btw!

Cabbed down and ate suki sushi at cine. Queued for super long!
So sorry! I felt quite bad cos I kinda became the 5th person there. So cab had to split 2, then the table of 4 had to become 5 also. =/ ahh...

Anw, haha i rmb the green mochi thingy that cherie scrapped. gross!!!
it was quite funnie throughout the whole meal. then random photos and videos. HAHA the videos are FUNNIE!

went arcade after that. we played bball and after that the rest danced para para and ddr! HAHAHA. have some videos with me. lols!

wanted to take grp photo budden it was FAIL. LOLS. the ppl whom we ask to help us take all cannot take photos properly de! T.T!!! so the best shot's the one above le. haha. though we all look quite straight and formal. lols.

it was quite a funnie day. =)

9th June 2009 - Friendly Match against Penang Floorball Association

Went down to NUS for friendly match against penang team.

Only half the girls team could make it! so sad!
only had 10 girls that day, including huiling. which means 9 running players and 1 goalie.
played 5 v 5. so couldn't even form 2 lines! HAHA.

but nonetheless, it was FUN! it felt real good to play without pressure of the A Divs and somemore we din have coach that day so even less pressure! lols.
Know wad, we were winning all the way till the last few mins!
then they scored 2 goals, so final score 4-3! we lost. =(

ahhh... same as finals the score... AHHH.....

budden nvm la, it was a good experience. real proud of ourselves!

felt kinda bad after that cos the penang team gave us souvenirs budden we din prepare anything for them. whoops. =/

but ya, it was a cool experience + FUN! =)))

11th - 15th June 2009 - BINTAN with Family and Rent's Friends' Families. =)

Eh... I kinda dunno how to blog this yet. Maybe ill blog again bout Bintan trip in another post. Cos too many things le.

i shall just leave you with this statement... I DROVE THE BUGGY! =)
btw, the photo is the villa that we stayed in. that whole house + the pool? it belonged to us. =)
HAHA.

[to be continued...]

17th June 2009 - Centsless Filming at Lebbillie's House

Went to lebbillie's house to film church centsless news at night.
I got no photos! all with lebbillie and i forgot to ask from her cos nvr blog... so haha...

Anw, WA i din know filming was so tiring... is like although a few mins of vid budden have to like retake so many times and got so many factors(lighting, sound...) to take note and stuff.

it was kinda maluating at some parts. the gym and pool one! budden haha it was funnie la. esp the part where lebbeus and josh heng screamed on behalf of amy and i! LOLS.

ohoh! then there was this green ghostly scene that wasn't shown on the actual video. LOLS. FUNNIE... i lazy to narrate out wad happened la. but ya! LOLS!!!! HAHAHAHA.

great experience! =) FUNNIE!!!

18th June 2009 - Study + Slacking with Tablemates! =)

Met up with kelly and linwei! =) so sad vege couldn't make it though! she's sick. AHH... =(

anw, LOLS! i had like 10 MISS CALLS when i woke up!
HAHA!

was suppose to meet kelly at amk at 9.30am to go meet linwei and supposedly weiling too after that.
budden, my bro woke me up with the house phone in his hand saying "Oi, ur friends calling you la." HAHA. if im not wrong, it was 11+pm when linwei finally got through my house phone cos my bro woke up to pick up the phone while i was still snoozing away. (!!!)

SORRY kell and linwei!!! this is probably the worst oversleeping times i ever had. =///!!!

anw, lunched at pastamania then went to the new shopping mall at bugis. supposedly was to find place to study budden end up camwhoring. =P

settled down at BK and studied...

finally met up tgt. hopefully we'll meet up again soon! this time with vege also! =)))

19th June 2009 - 2 MOVIES in a day!

Tuitioned with Chris in the morning. Camwhored abit in my room then went to ps to meet our own friends.

Watched I love you, Mann with estee, cols and jianrui. HAHA the show's funnie and VULGUR. =/ super jianrui la the show... aiyooo.... lots of f words... T.T

At night cell grp dinner, only kailing, josh wee and me. after dinnering at yoshi, we went to watch terminator salvation. LOLS. freaking tired so fell asleep at starting of terminator. =/
budden after that was realli exciting le!

both were nice shows! =)

20th June 2009 - Amy's Surprise Farewell Party! =)

Waited for sherry and some other church ppl at bus stop. Then it started pouring while i was there. LOLS. end up reached lebbillie's function room half drenched. one side dry and one side wet.

After awhile then they brought amy down from lebbillie's house. HAHA! amy din know it was a party. (supposedly la.) cos it was actually an outing comprising of amy, lebbillie and xinjin only. just that somehow the surprise party got leaked out to amy herself. LOLS.

then haha amy was kinda shocked when she saw church friends, st nicks friends, tabletennis friends, sa friends and even her family there! haha!

after that was some speeches made by diff ppl to amy. awww... quite sad. then got video created by joel qin.
WA PIANG!!! LEBBILLIE LAU GO GIVE THE VIDEO TO JOEL AND END UP I KENA EMBARRASSED ALSO. waaaa pek cek!!!! LEBBILLIE LAU AH!!!! next time if got vid of you you'll DIE! HAHAHA!

hope amy enjoyed herself that day even though it was kinda like a farewell party. =)

21st June 2009 - Father's Day! =)

Din do much that day to celebrate Father's Day cos had to pick up my maid from airport after church. ah wells, at least we ate family dinner tgt at airport. (minus the bad thing abt h1n1 la.) =)

anw, my maid almost cried when my mum asked her how was her daughter back in phillippines. ahh... i think my maid misses her family alot. =(

22nd June 2009 - Rachel's Birthday! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL! =)))

It was DRESS DAY! =)

Met up with the rest to go get Rachel's bdae present earlier. lols end up everyone late! Haha we wanted to get her a dress.

May had to become our model. Poor may! HAHA! =P
MAY DAMN FUNNIE LA. after she try the dress she go wear cardigan over to cover herself! HAHAHA.

Anw, after we met up with rachel, sarah had to leave.

Went to Bakerzia for dinner! the food was nice. =)

went to camwhore after that. hahah! took many unglam photos and fed lots of mozzies. LOLS!
haha it was quite a nice day! hope rachel enjoyed herself! =)

23rd June 2009 - VJC PUSH BACK CT2 BY ONE WEEK! =)

24th June 2009 - Financial Literacy Carnival

uploaded 2 photos cos that was abt all the photos i took that day. haha!

Din wan to go for it actually but glad I went afterall. It was quite fun! =)
Estee and I took the school that was filled with ah bengs and girls who were realli high. budden they turned out to be realli fun groups! =)

haha faciliated the grps the whole day for the game. quite nice la. not those boring CIPS like flagday. lols.

Collin was damn funnie! He not only auntie killer now also small girls and even GUY killer. HAHAHAHAHHAA!!! shall not malu him here budden ya. LOLS!!! FUNNIE!

after that went for early dinner with estee, collin and david at a jap restaurant at millenia walk. Quite a fruitful day i guess! =) while doing CIP, we also had fun! =)

28th June 2009 - Amy Fly Off to New Zealand. =(

[NO IMAGE.] all with amy and her laptop can't connect to internet somehow. =(

Lebbeus fetched us down to airport immediately after service.

lebbillie, laureen, lebbeus and i we went popeyes to book seats for everyone cos supposedly all eating tgt. we were hungry so we ordered food after waiting quite long. then suddenly they called to say amy going in le. then we rushed down all the way from popeyes to see amy off. haha it was kinda frantic.

anw, took some photos and sent amy off.

LEBBILLIE CRIED! MUAHAHA. she was somemore saying she won't. LOLS! Belicia, bettina and audrey managed to make her cry. HAHA! so end up i wasn't the only one who cried! LOLS.

it was quite sad la that day. =( SIGH. budden realli hope amy's doing well there now. there was some prob with her citizenship budden at least it's settled also la. =)

went back to popeyes after that. talked abt SUPER DUPER FUNNIE STUFF!!! HAHAHA seriously hor, laureen and lebbeus realli look like couple. so wasted they are siblings. LOLS!!! SUPER FUNNIE CONVO THAT NIGHT! =)))

amy ching, hurry get ur laptop connection fixed! then upload ur photos!!! =)))

29th June -3rd July 2009 - LESSONS COMMENCE. =(

3rd July 2009 - Cell Group at Night =)

Kailing gave me a sunflower to encourage me for A levels! So sweet rite!!! =)))

Cell grp was nice! first time we stayed back and had a talk over the dining table after cell grp! =)
Was quite apprehensive abt leading both prayer and praise and worship that day but thank God it was alright in the end. =)

4th July 2009 - Celebrated Chris's 18th Birthday at Hard Rock. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS! =)))

Met Chris for tuition first. LOLS suppose to go for morning tuition end up we both overslept so could only make it for the afternoon slot. LOLS.

Then met naiy and den at newton mrt before going down to orchard to take bus.

Lols, we made chris close her eyes when walking to the place. then yang surprised her with BALLOONS from us at botanic garden! =)))
haha! got one balloon was realli HUGE! yang's bf was realli nice by accompanying her to botanics then left once we came. haha.

after that we sang bdae song with the cake b4 walking all the way to hard rock. WAA super FAR!!!! walk until T.T

anw, we ordered combos and shared. the food was good! =)

the live band was cool too! haha. those ppl have good voices mann.
after that the band sang bdae song and it was dedicated to chris. cut cake after that then yupps. =)
hard rock cafe was FREEZING COLD...

it was a nice day! =)

anw, alot of other days I was studying with rachel at diff parts of singapore. HAHA. just that i din blog it out on top. yupps.

that's bout it. GOSH I WANNA SLEEP. it's 2.28am!!! tmr last day to mug!
sorry for the once again slipshod post. GOODNITE! =)

THIS WEEK COMMON TEST!

Tues - GP
Wed - Econs and Chem
Thurs - Maths
Fri - Physics

AHHHH.... im so dead. i haven't finished anything. =(

You Are My King

I’m forgiven because you were forsaken
I’m accepted, You were condemned
I’m alive and well
Your spirit is within me
Because You died and rose again

Amazing love, how can it be?
That You, my King, would die for me
Amazing love, I know it’s true
Its my joy to honor you
In all I do
I honor you

You are my king
You are my king
Jesus, You are my king
Jesus, You are my king

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28th June 2009

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28th June 2009

this post is dedicated to ms amy ching...

amy ching, you'll be missed. =(

Amy's Farewell Video - Created by Joel Qin

I'm realli sad now. =(((

Amy Ching, doubt you'll see this before you leave for New Zealand. But anw, just wanna say that you'll seriously be missed damn ALOT ALOT ALOT by me. =(

like i said in the note for you, on one hand im happy that ur so excited to go overseas (all ur shopping for clothes, new cam etc), on the other hand im damn sad to have a realli good friend leave to study overseas. YOU BETTER COME BACK IN 4 MTHS I TELL YOU. if not ill fly over and pull you back to singapore.

i'll miss the times having you around. see you soon, good friend. =(((